The Difference Between Medicine and Poison is the Dose

3 Iced tea glasses Straight

2012-02-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Valentines day is a day for lovers to show their love to their loved ones but for us it is the day of our exam of one of hardest subject AI. But after the exam the mood changed from academics to romance.. it's time to carry out my plan.. a plan to surprise someone I like..before the this day, I already invited her to dinner on the 14th.

BUT A SERIES OF BAD NEWS CAME!

The roses that should be purple wasn't done
it's raining in the morning,
Shakey's don't permit for reservation that day
it was the last day in accordance to sp defense reservation

I thought FUCK! A BAD OMEN!

But still I tried to go with my plan.. Rushed in changing the flowers. The flowers now became pink and red.. Went to look for a cute cake in SM with a friend and found one. So basically the first part is already complete.. Now for the second part.. Looked for something cute to write on a letter but failed. Went to my school for ideas then we went to Padangat ,a gift shop, an their we found the final piece the Soccerball.. So with a friend I finalized my plan.. after that he asked me something..

Friend: Anu padi ang gut feeling mo?

Me: Dai ko aram padi

Friend: Mau man kayan padi. Eu o dai man lang yan

Me: didn't answer for a while then I said.. Garu negative padi bahala na

The plan was:

give the roses , cake and first gift in arrupe after her class
eat at Shakey's and there the second phase commences
serve the second gift, the soccer ball with the letter inside it while serving the food
don't allow it to be opened not until you two finished eating
and the most nervous part -- the opening of the box and reading the letter*

*drank three iced tea glasses straight and biting a tissue paper while she was reading it.

At the end of the day the outcome was I think better than expected the series of events also went smoothly. Onin the Shakey's guy crew which I spoke to in the afternoon, "reserved" us seats, the final gift was given at the right time, she liked my letter and even said it was sweet, and ultimately

I spend the whole evening beside her :)

Hope she really liked my surprises :)

my simple surprise

Acknowledgements:

Carol , tan, mhards, zarah for helping me in my plan

photocredits to http://purplequartz.tumblr.com/

Just three stupid poems

2012-02-03T22:12:00.009+08:00

Delusionary Boy

A cold dry breeze touches my face

waking me up from my empty gaze

thought that I was with you

But, again it isn't true.

For the truth table says you AND i will never be true.

Coz I didn't have the courage to say what I feel for you

since the day I started loving you.

Left out alone, waiting for nothing

just hallucinating that I'm with your being

Hopelessness, restlessness and a lot of sadness

caused by my stupidity and cowardice.

I know this is foolish but what can I do?

this is only the method where I will be with you

And you and I will always be true.

The bell rang, and I have to go.

Leaving her at my dream land until tomorrow

But don't worry I'll be coming back

Because this is the only thing I can do. Fuck!

Uncertainties

Again, an event where you and I are together
but why can't i feel any better.
Yes, you and I are just centimeters apart
but it's like that you were not there from the start

The closer I get to you ,
the farther I realize the distance I need to walk through.
The more hopeless it is, the harder I try.
I'm also asking my self why?

I want to talk to you, but I don't know how
there a lot of things I want to tell to you, but where are they now?
Scumbag brain Why you no cooperate?
Please make my ideas apparate!

Uncertain, the best word that describes

what the things you had in mind.

I don't know! Did you like what I have done?

or you treat it like a trash in a trashcan.

What must I do ! What must I do!
To know what I mean to you

To solve these difficulties
and end these uncertainties.

The Stone of February

-Not Yet Finished-

Acknowledgements:

Ate lizzie :)
Ate Karen :)

Today we must fight: STOP SOPA AND PIPA!

2012-01-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

SOPA and PIPA is a trending subject in the internet this past days. Even though this two bills was proposed in the congress of USA a lot more earlier, this subjects caught the netizen's interest only this past few days. Just this January 18-19 2011 Wikipedia had a movement called the blackout , a movement against this bills. This movement caused for netizen's to give importance to these matters.

But what really is SOPA and PIPA?

how will it affect the internet?

READ.KNOW.ACT

For more details on what is it click the links below

Stop Online Piracy Act aka "SOPA"

Protect IP ACT aka "PIPA"

VIDEO:

ARTICLES:

Even though Megaupload's case isn't really because of SOPA and PIPA this case is much alike on what will happen on these uploading sites even though it's really not their fault but the fault of the users.

Wikipedia's protest

to support this cause click this link SOPASTRIKE or this

OPINION:

In my personal point of view basing from what i read on a lot of articles, videos etc these bills will really greatly harm the Internet. Firstly because this will hinder the "freeness" of the internet. SOPA and PIPA would put the burden on website owners to police user-contributed material and call for the unnecessary blocking of entire sites. Small sites won't have sufficient resources to defend themselves. Big media companies may seek to cut off funding sources for their foreign competitors, even if copyright isn't being infringed. Some foreign sites would be prevented from showing up in major search engines. And, SOPA and PIPA build a framework for future restrictions and suppression. Sites no matter what they are will be shutdown if found with even one content which violates copyright. The other useful information even though without any violation will be included because of just one content. You could watch the video or read articled which is posted above for other harmful effects of these two bills.

THIS IS MY WAY OF OPPOSING SOPA AND PIPA.

WE MUST UNITE TO PROTECT THE WELFARE OF THE INTERNET!

SPREAD THE WORD TO OTHERS!

PHOTOCREDITS TO :
http://img.perezhilton.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/stop-sopa-and-pipa__oPt.jpg

http://blogs-images.forbes.com/davidewalt/files/2012/01/wikipedia-blackout-stop-sopa-pipa.jpg

http://futurepredictions.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/SOPA1.jpg

Is it really a Guide Question?

2012-01-17T10:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday , A person returned my reflection paper and forced me to resubmit it for the reason that I didn't follow the guide questions for that reflection paper.

So a I asked myself

So I look up in the internet to see the meaning of a guide question.

And look what I found out :

guide [gaɪd]
n.
1.

a. One who shows the way by leading, directing, or advising.

b. One who serves as a model for others, as in a course of conduct.

2. A person employed to conduct others, as through a museum, and give information about points of interest encountered.

a. Something, such as a pamphlet, that offers basic information or instruction: a shopper's guide.

b. A guidebook.

a. Something that serves to direct or indicate.

b. A device, such as a ruler, tab, or bar, that serves as an indicator or acts to regulate a motion or operation.

5. A soldier stationed at the right or left of a column of marchers to control alignment, show direction, or mark the point of pivot.

6. someone or something that instructs others or shows others the way.

question [kwes-chuhn]

noun
1.
a sentence in an interrogative form, addressed to someonein order to get information in reply.
2.
a problem for discussion or under discussion; a matter forinvestigation.
3.
a matter of some uncertainty or difficulty; problem (usuallyfollowed by of ): It was simply a question of time.
4.
a subject of dispute or controversy.
5.
a proposal to be debated or voted on, as in a meeting or adeliberative assembly.

references:

http://www.yourdictionary.com/guide
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/question

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/guide

Farm to Fridge

2012-01-03T14:08:00.001+08:00

The video will explain the point of this post.. So just watch it

Going inside the restroom at 11:59 pm and going outside a year later

2012-01-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

I'm really having a hard time in how and what to write in this post. Upon seeing the timeline of Facebook gave me an idea.

So I thought that this post will be like the Facebook timeline . I will include in this timeline the highlights of my 2011 , the unforgettable events, the people who made impact and other none sense stuffs..

______________MY TIMELINE___________

January 1, 2011

?-------|

|---------------- 01/19/11

| Description: Ambrella Goes Down

02/14/11-------|
Description: Valentines day |

| We still presented our game at the software festival

| but as a non competing group. It's still nice that we

| had the chance to showcase our game

|----------------- 02/24/11

| Description: software festival

| Description: OJT

|
  |
   |
  This is the first time I went out of town with  my  |
new friends. It was hell of a fun event.   |
Hiking + swimming + a massive amount of food +   |
typhoon + angryCaretaker was the best description |----------08/14/11
I could make up for that event. I forgot I even got |    Description: Ang Babae sa Septic tank
an instant "lablyf" as riza said it because of a   |      The phrase that best describes th
  massive amount of teasing coming from them |
   |
08/18/11----------|
Description: Intramurals |
The first time I joined the intramurals at |----------?
  our school as a volleyball player for UECS   |

|--------- 09/17/11

| Description: Penafrancia Fiesta

| My most memorable Penafrancia Fiesta ever

11/03/11 ------|

Description: A Friend's Death |

| -----11/19/11

| Description: My Birthday
|

|--------- 10/27/11

| Description: Karen's Birthday

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   |
   |
   |      So basically it is the day of Karen's birth. I only
   |   found out that it was her birthday the day before that.

|--------- 12/1/11

   |   Description: Diana's Birthday
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12/15/11---------|
Description: Immortals |
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|     Had a great night with friends at tribo grill
12/15/11---------|   and watched a "prenup" video which was first
Description: Christmas Party '11 |      intended to be a birthday video :)

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one of the best christmas party I've ever attended. |
Pinoy henyo + a lot of foods = a great christmas |
party. Even had a charity work because of a fucking|
jeepney driver who "accidentally" caused for my |
baked mac to be thrown on the ground :) |
|
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|

January 31, 2011

_____________MY TIMELINE______________

The People:

As stated above I will also write here some of the people who made an impact to my life in 2011, family excluded. This year rather putting their names I've decided just to use aliases.

The collective of K-pop and everything nice : My new found circle of friends. The second group of friends closest to me. The group of individuals that frequently benefits on my generosity. One of the reasons that make me want to go to school :) Hope that I will be still together with this guys even after graduation :).Will miss them for sure !

The first valentine: Even though I've already included her in my year end post last year I still want to included her still in this year's end post to the reason that she's the first person who gave me the reason to "celebrate" valentines day. She also become one of my inspirations this year specifically the first quarter of the year.

The gemstone: She's probably one of the people which contributed a lot this year. At first she was just a friend to me then for an unknown reason my perception of her changed. She became the main inspiration for this year. Even the one that prove I'm a bit coward when it comes to heart shit. The first that I have "efforted" a lot.

The Anti K-Pop guy/ Yoga Guy: He made the greatest impact to me this year in terms of the whole male kingdom. This guy made me realize the limitations of my body through his experiences. Really hope that you really recover so that we can create the Anti K-pop group haha just kidding :) *bro fist*

The Violet annoying cartoon named chowder: She's a new found friend in 2011 , even became close friends. I probably liked her in the past :)

The adopted sister: I included her here firstly because I thought she's the person who I promised to include my year end post but to my surprise I was wrong. Nevertheless, she's still worthy including in this post. She's one of the very close friends I've made this year. I've even treated her nearly as my elder sister. This year I've often stayed at their house because of overnights, her mother even calls me as their adopted child because of my habitual overnights at their house and even ends up going home last always. Before the year ended i had some "mistakes" to her. Just want to say sorry again for that. Anyway hope I'll get a lot of overnights at your house I'm really missing it >.<

and lastly....

The corporation co founded by me : For almost 7 years this people made and still continuing making my life worth living . Nuff said :)

For the people who's names aren't here don't worry

YOU ALSO MADE SOME IMPACT TO MY LIFE THIS YEAR!

, it's just that i'm to lazy to right a lot here. Sorry!

PS: if you are paying attention to the dates you'll notice that there's an event which isn't in the right chronological order . It is because it was a mistake but it is so tedious to edit that so I just let it be there :)

-partial post... ? to be filled up after i confirmed the dates :)

Kiddie christmas

2011-12-25T23:43:00.001+08:00

At last a non serious post..

About a couple of hours ago I went with my friend to buy a gift for her "pamangkin". While looking for her gift, I just then realized Christmas really is for the kids. Why?

Come to think of it , they are the ones who really benefits this event especially through the gifts.

Speaking of gifts, they are the ones who gets the most..

There was even one event that proves my hypothesis...

In one Christmas party of the workplace of my mother, Kuya Alvin, my mom's boss, asked my mom : "paki bilangi daw ang mga aki dgd", in English: please count the kids in here. The kids present there were 9 including me but Kuya Alvin said that I should be excluded because I'm already an adult.

The reason of the count was because he will be giving cash to those kids. I thought I was excluded because I will be given a larger amount of money but this never happened.

It is all because...

Im already adult!

And you'll also notice that one of the most congested part during the Christmas rush is the section for kids. SEE WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? I'm sounding an adult bitter to kids but this post really doesn't mean like that ow almost.

another thing is the kids only receive.. yeah some other kids also give gifts but in almost all of the time the money came from their parents or brothers which are adults.

I KNOW THE CHRISTMAS ISN'T ABOUT THE GIFTS CRAP BUT BE HONEST TO YOUR SELF IT IS ABOUT THAT SOMETIMES.

I REALLY WANNA BE A KID AGAIN AND ENJOY CHRISTMAS LIKE A KID BEFORE.

\|/

-to be continued

Some things I missed..

2011-12-18T01:53:00.003+08:00

As I woke up this day rain is pouring heavily outside, I felt that this day will not that be ok. I had an argument with my dad in the morning that caused for the bake mac I will be bringing to be hindered.

In the afternoon another problem arose , the person which will be accompanying me in bringing the bake mac didn't show up and upon on our way to the party the bake mac I'm holding was dropped to the floor because of the sudden break of the jeepney driver. This is really made me really think maybe this day really is not a good day for me.

But in the end the party turned out good. It was fun but honestly there's really something missing. While looking at the pictures a person there reacted about a picture and saying "sayang yaon ka kudta digdi ......" that point I already knew what was missing : "the completeness of our group".

A phrase really made my ear tingle.. The phrase is something like this:

"sayang yaon ka pa kudta digdi.. kung dai mulang tig pili si..."

"tig like niya... tapos tigunlike.."

I really don't see what's the big deal of liking and unliking something afterwards. The hell! You're all her friend so why can't you be just happy for her DAMN IT! I can't see whats wrong with her falling in love with that guy. Its not even her fault to fall in love with that guy. Don't me give that bullshit excuse : it's wrong because someone or to be specific a close friend likes him too. I know that if your in her place too you'll be doing the same,. YOU'LL FIGHT FOR YOUR OWN HAPPINESS! Martyrdom ? sacrifice crap? I know you'll not do that.. SO PLEASE STOP BEING SELFISH BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID IMMATURITIES! MOVE ON MAN! YOU'LL TRADE YOUR FRIENDSHIP TO HER JUST BECAUSE OF THIS CRAP?

It's really hard for me to see you guys treating them inconsiderately sometimes she even tries to reach you out but because of your boorish immaturity crap this effort is even turned into something not good. I'm not saying this because I liked her in the past but because i think what you are treating them now is inappropriate. I know I don't know the exact details but one thing I know, that they deserve better treatment..

After that another conflict in our circle of friends arose. This time this "war" is caused by some fucking misunderstanding, too much EGO and PRIDE and SELFISHNESS. Again I don't understand the full details of this "cold war" but the hell, is root of this really that great that this would even cost you two your friendship?.

I understand it's hard to eat someones pride but for I would choose whether my pride or a friendship that will be saved I'll choose the friendship. Saying sorry sometimes even you think that your the one who have done nothing wrong won't hurt a lot.

I don't want to be tired of convincing you two to make up with each other but on your actions this past day i'm starting to get tired and just don't care. Another friend which is trying two convince this two is also already losing hope.

My main point is WHY CAN'T YOU TWO LOWER DOWN A LITTLE OF YOUR PRIDE OR EGO ENOUGH FOR YOU TO JUST TALK? DON'T ME GIVE THE CRAP THAT THIS IS NOT OUR BUSINESS... YOUR TWO AREN'T THE ONLY ONE AFFECTED HERE! THIS IS OUR GROUP SO EVERYBODY IN IT IS AFFECTED!

I really hope you two make up to each other...

I really missed the old times..

When we still jam without "awkwardness".

No cold wars..

No worries..

just fun..

The times when we are still complete and...

We're simply just friends!

\ /

Keep Right!

2011-11-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

There's a saying that you should always keep right. Sometimes it's not the case. Like the incident that happened to me today because I walked right.

An embarrassing thing happened to me today because of my carelessness and stupidity.

The story goes like this:

It's 6pm and I'm going to hear mass in a chapel near our place. Since I'm again late so I rushed in going to the chapel. It's already a bit dark when I arrived near the chapel. When I'm about to enter the chapel I suddenly tripped myself from the puddle of water ,like the picture on the right. Luckily only few noticed my fall but the bad news is, I'm soaked with mud. I acted cool when I got up so that I will not attract further attention and hurriedly went away the scene and on the later went home to change clothes.

Why the hell is there no sign like the one above? >.< *para lang majustify my stupidity* :p

Anyway the result of my fall is a sprained right hand and a little back pain. We'll see tomorrow if there's more complications from my fall.

Anyway this post will end here because my mother and father is arguing again. Bka mapaginitan ako :D

photocredits to ;
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-v03R6ukYDVg/Tl4ntxVVBQI/AAAAAAAABec/8tWbFWCsMrg/s200/slipping-and-falling.jpg
http://www.accidentadvicehelpline.co.uk/success_stories/post/image.axd?picture=2010%2F9%2Fwet+floor+sign.jpg

Usapang Tsyuper(tricycle version)

2011-11-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

Riding in a public transportation is really interesting, you can hear/see/create a lot of stories and most of them are interesting ones. It even sometimes make you realize something or teaches you something.

This post is about a conversation of the driver(tsyuper) of a tricycle and his brother. This conversation was unintentionally overheard by me because I was seated in the driver's seat.

If you already rode a tricycle even once you'll know what I mean.

Anyway I posted this because I can relate to their story even though partially.I even felt a bit guilty on my part upon hearing their conversation.

A part of their conversation was like this:

Driver: O musta? ta ngunyan kananaman lang nag pahiling? dai ka man lang pati nag tetext. hadit na pati si mama saimo.. sain ka nag iistar ngunyan?

Brother : *nods* , sa kabarkada ko..

Driver : sa kabarkada mo? ta dai ka na nag uuli sa harong? paparapahadit mo si mama.. atang may hilang to!

Brother: tsk, aram nya naman na dai nya na dapat ako pag para intindihun .. dakula na ako para para haditan nya pa.

Driver: alangan. ta dai ka palan nag tetext ma kang celfone? atang grabe na ngani pag sakit ko kay mama tig papara pagabat pa nndo pag mati nya.

Brother: tsk, may mga maalaga pa man bga duman.. (forgot the rest of what he said)

I can relate to the conversation above because I sometimes treat my parents like that especially mom. Like the brother of the driver, I sometimes don't give importance or even put into consider their worries for my safety. I somehow feel guilty and sorry when sometimes I even get angry when they worry for me, just a realization from that scene.

I hope I'll not be that arrogant like the driver's brother. I don't like that I'll be worse like him.

I think I will end this post here. Just want to share this and just want to say

SORRY, ma and pa for being shitty. I know you just worry for my own good.

-photo credits to http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3347/3510070625_9728c01dec_z.jpg

Happy Birthday You Bastard!

2011-11-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

First and foremost happy birthday to me...

and goodbye teenage years....

But what should I really be happy of?

Should I be happy because after 20 years I'm still existing?

Should I be happy that I already passed being a teen?

Should I be happy that I was created by God? if He created me..

But before I answer that let me first narrate what happened on my birthday and my pre-birthday celebration.

Friday: Pre-birthday Celebration

pre-birthday celeb at my house

I and my college friends went to our house to celebrate my pre-birthday celebration. It was originally scheduled on my birthday but due to time constraints and personal reasons, it was moved on Friday

The plan was to go to our house at lunch time somewhere at 12 noon because we've got a meeting for our sp at 3 pm but decided not to come on the later.

foods at my party

As usual 12 noon wasn't realized because those people are very very good with not following the time agreed upon and love to arrive late. We arrived at my place around 2:30 pm .

They gave me a brazo de mercedes , one of my fav cakes, from bakers plaza as their present for my birthday.

THANKS A LOT ! love it a lot... even ate the half of it :)))

Anyway Karen with the help of Clarisse and Mhards cooked the chicken and the fries this is because they insisted that they want to cook at our house.

At 3 pm when the second batch arrived at our house.

To cut the story short, they invaded our house from 2:30pm until 8:30pm and by 11:45 pm I and my parents finished restoring our house.

PS: sorry for my father's making fun of you tet..

Saturday: The Not so Boring Day

I'll not greet myself again since I already greeted myself on the topmost portion of this post.

Only a few greeted me this day but that's ok because the ones I'm looking forward to greet me greeted me early in the morning..almost..

Aira greeted me first. I asked her a real hug for my gift since it's been a long time we haven't seen each other but because of constraints, she gave me a virtual hug instead. Not quite the real hug but I'm satisfied with that.

I don't really have a plan this day , Aira suggested that I ask someone close to accompany me in my birthday.

I tried to do her suggestion but sad to say this person wasn't available.

So i tried another thing, I treated some of my friends which are available. Sir Manch , ate Cid , Tan2 and Joel ate lunch with me. I treated Sir Mik2 and Kuya Allan snacks in the afternoon.

In the evening xing, koren and khrisna for accompanied me at greenwich to celebrate my birthday at Greenwich. They had a little surprise for me . Even though I know that the "surprise" will not come , I still hope for a bit but in the end the "surprise" didn't showed up. Anyway Thanks na rin .. Nice try :)

Even though what happened this day wasn't my first plan ,my celebration of my birthday turned out good..

Before I answer my question.. I would want to thank all the people who became a part of my birthday and may pre- celebration of my birthday... Thanks a lot.. I really appreciate what you've done...

Since I can meet great people like those on the picture above ...THE ANSWER IS YES...

Thanks to them I have the reason to continue to aim for more birthdays and to be happy on my those days..

FOR THE LAST TIME BYE TEENAGE YEARS...

HELLO TWENTY....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BASTARD!

In memory of a friend named SUSHI...

2011-11-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

Approximately 7pm of the 29th of October of the year 2011 Sushi's life ended..

Her life story .....

sushi on my birthday celebration

She first came to our house when i was in 2nd year high school forgot the exact date. She came from one of our cousins. She was brought by our father as a surprise to me and my brother.

She was very small when she first step on our house, just the size of a big mouse.She easily adapted to the new environment. She became our house stress reliever. She does funny things.

One of these funny things is she "contracted" some of our neighbor's cats "para apihin niya at mag pakitang gilas samin". At first we didn't noticed this "contract" not until we observed that sushi is sharing her meal with the cats. I think she made good friends with the cats. Another funny thing about her is that her courage is only present when your near her. She will only "attack" or bark at something when we are looking or at least near her. And when she does this "magpapa kampi siya saiyo". She does other intriguing and funny things but the two things above is the most funny of them.

sushi's first pregnancy

She is also fond of my other pets, especially the fowls. She likes chasing them while barking at them. Hai.. Memories comes back to me ; it's so sad that she's not here with me anymore.

After a few months passed and two new dogs came to our house namely sashimi or Bruce and Potchi.

Bruce came first to our house and became sushi's partner but due to their height difference they couldn't mate. Which became the reason for Bruce to be frustrated.Bruce being frustrated is a bit funny because he's just like a man , doesn't want to it, having mood swings, murmuring things i couldn't understand etc etc.

coby garfield and raffles

And then Potchi ,a half Pomeranian half japanese pitz dog, came. Potchi became Sushi's second partner. and unlike Bruce they had puppies. They became a very noisy and very mischievous couple.

After few months Sushi became pregnant with Potchi as the father.She bore 3 cute puppies namely Coby Raffles and Garfield.

After a year Sushi was again pregnant and bore 3 cute puppies again but sad to say they died. Two of them died because of the flood the one that survived which I named Otter died after a few weeks from an unknown reason..

And just this year Sushi became pregnant again.But she died because of it. We still don't know the real cause of her death but we suspected that the puppies inside sushi was already dead which caused complications to Sushi that caused her death. I know that I have also fault in her death because I didn't pay her much attention on her early days of pregnancy I only bothered to pay attention when i felt somethings not right with her.

swollen face of sushi

I feel guilty :(

In the last few days of her life I gave her almost all of my attention even slept at 1 am just staying with her and talking to her that everything;s gonna be alright. Feed her vitamins and my food because I thought she was just losing energy because of her babies. One evening her face became swollen. The day after it i went to a vet to ask about her face because it suddenly became swollen. She said someone just bit her and that hot compress would do. I was so stupid to think that everything's fine and that she didn't need to see the vet yet. But I was wrong. I should have taken her to the vet. Maybe her life was saved if i did that.

I'm an idiot and a failure pet owner :(

last bath of sushi

my selfmade nest for sushi

On her last day.. I bathe her because I made up my mind that the next day I will bring her to a vet. I even made her a new nest. I thought she was improving because her face now isn't swollen but one thing I notice is she couldn't walk. Thinking that this was only cause of her very large tummy and lack of energy I disregarded that. It was past 6pm when I left sushi in her nest. I took a bath and sleep because I was tired on taking care of Sushi. At around 7 pm a strong rain dropped. At around 8pm when i was about to feed her I saw her lifeless body. Rigor mortis was already present but the body's still hot meaning she died at around 7-8pm. It makes me wanna cry because I think if I didn't left her maybe she's still breathing , fighting or even if she died she will not die alone.

My eyes are teary again .. :((( .. I just want to tell you I'm really sorry for leaving you that moment.. for not giving my best attention to you when you needed it.

I will never forget you Sushi..

my pet dog..

my playmate..

my stress reliever.

a family..

a close friend..

RIP SUSHI....

Irrelevant Answers

2011-10-01T01:32:00.003+08:00

Have you ever gotten your self to an instance wherein someone shares something to you..
and your only reply is ok.. with no idea what to say after...

In my case in happens to me all the time..

A close friend having problems with her boyfriend asking what to do..

A friend asking for an advise what to do with a certain problem..

A friend dumped by her boyfriend asking for comfort..

And just a few moments ago a friend of mine shared a problem.

And again my reply : ok ... dumbfounded on what to say afterwards..

DAMN! Why the hell am i like that? Why do i suck at words?

I know some find my problem silly or not even a problem at all but I find it frustrating.

I am the kind of person that when a friend of mine share something or some problem to me, I want to reply back something of use.

I want to say something that will help or comfort them but I can't even think or say any thing with relevance to the subject..

For me not saying any relevant things at times like that is like not listening at all. It's like your taking for granted the effort of the sharer. And that you don't understand a thing from your conversation with the sharer..It's like you didn't care at all..

I always listen to the problems of my friends but always fail to reciprocate the communication.

-to be continued

Confusion & Frustrations

2011-09-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

"Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?..... "

- chasing pavements(ADELE)

I am really confused...

to be continued...

three sticks of cigarette and a bucket of beer

2011-09-17T01:53:00.004+08:00

Quoted from my favorite song of dong abay entitled Senti

"Ok lang sa akin,

abutin man ng umaga

lahat ay gagawin,

para ka lang, mapasaya

Mahal ka ba niya, talaga?

Ako,

mahal kita, mahal na mahal

mahal na mahal

mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal"

Still intoxicated...

I just got home.. attended the concert of dong abay , a singer, on wharf galley rock cafe with my close friends namely Malean and Reuben. I just had my greatest day ever... with sarcasm...

I'm thinking of what to use whether a poem or just a narrative to describe my day..

The story goes like this:

A scheduled lunch

A text message containing a bad news

A shitty lie

A scene I wouldn't want to see

An unwanted anger

A bitter ice cream

A place that should have been mine

A pack of cigarettes

A fake laugh

A bucket of beer

A halted momentum

A shattered dream

A day fucked up.

A gloomy evening

2011-08-16T23:26:00.001+08:00

A night stranded in a flood caused by a stupid rain..

killing time, waiting in vain..

Mosquitoes flying buzzing and biting

hour passed without me knowing

Eager to talk but no one's there

just my computer and raindrops everywhere

Trying to convince that I'm enjoying what am I playing

but what I'm really thinking is what are you now doing

Hunger strikes causing my stomach to flare

feeling pain but still doesn't care

Yearning to tell you the truth seems to be a burden

Stupid brain stopping all of a sudden..

Twenty minutes had passed but I'm still waiting

hoping you'd come be back waving..

clock strikes nine, its time to go..

sad that tonight I had to undergo ...

to a gloomy evening..

a night made without you....

Torpedo...

2011-08-14T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hindi ko alam bakit may mga pinanganak na torpe......

at ang masakit pa isa ako doon...

tae talaga lahat na ng bagay ay umaayon sa plano ko....

ako na lang ung hindi.........

tae talaga.......

pak........

pampalubag loob:

Walang Magawa : Mag Post sa blog ng mga walang kwentang bagay

2011-08-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

Katatapos lang ng defense ku kaninang hapon. Successful naman ang kinalabasan kahit halos mamatay ako sa tanong nila buti nalang at ung mga panel ko ang sumasagot ng mga tanong ng bawat isa.Laugh trip nga ung huling kailangan kong irevise eh... PRESENT IN ENGLISH daw wahaha...

Anyways maintenance ng nilalaro kong online game kaya ayan wala nanaman akong magawa. Dapat gumagawa ako ngayon ng program ko sa datacom o kaya gumagawa ng pamatay na 15 page reflection kaso tinatamad pa ako. Kaya ayun naicip kunalang mag basa basa ng kung anu-ano at napadpad ako sa pag babasa ng blog ng ibang tao..

Medyo matagal na rin pala akong hindi nakakapagblog..Ang dami kunang na miss na ipost dito gaya nung pag away namin ng tatay ko , muling pag kikita kita namin ng Xing & Co, grupo namin magbabarkada, at marami pang iba.

Sa totoo lang wala akong maicip isulat sa blog ko ngayon.. buti nalang pinatugtog ko ung playlist ko sa laptop and ayun may naicip na akong isulat.

Unang kantang tumugtog ay isang kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar. Ewan ko ba pero medyo tinatamaan ako sa ilang kanta nila. Baka ito'y sa kadahilanang mangilan-ngilan dito ang sumasalamin sa aking palpak na lablayp ... haha FAIL!

Lately biglang naging interesado ako sa isang tao.. Sabi nga sa lyrics ng kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar na Minamahal Kita..

"Nung una kitang makilala, di man lang kita napuna,
Di ka naman kasi ganon kaganda, di ba?
Simpleng kabatak, simpleng kabarkada lamang ang tingin ko sa 'yo.
Di ko talaga alam kung bakit ako nagkaganito!
Ako'y napaisip at biglang napatingin,
Di ko malaman kung anong dapat gawin!

Dahan-dahang nag-iba ang pagtingin ko sa'yo,
Gumanda ka bigla at ang mga kilos mo'y nakakapanibago!
Napansin ko na lamang na nalalaglag ang aking puso.
Bad trip talaga! Na-i-inlab ako sa'yo!
Tuwing kita'y nakikita ako ay napapangiti,
Para bang gusto kong halikan ang iyong mga pisngi!"

Bale un na ung summary ng nararamdaman ku ngaun.. (shit nararamadaman baduy haha)..

Ewan ko ba kung talagang nahuhulog na ang loob ko sa kanya o echos lang..Ewan ba.. hai puro nalang ewan..

May mangilan-ngilan na ring ang binahagian ku nito at nakaalam kung sino siya.. sa mga nakakaalam just shut up nalang..

inaantok na ako .. hangang dito nalang ata

Para saan pa ang pag papaalam?

2011-06-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

I went home today late or maybe its early na nga because it's alreay 12:30am when i got home. ..

I was surprised because my parents are still up. Upon entering the door my mother greeted me and i went to do "mano" then i went to the kitchen and did the same to my father but after I did the "mano" he asked " O tanu kananaman nag puling matangaun" in an annoying tone, a tone that is implying that you did not ask permission and with full of doubt etc.. btw what he said in english is why did you again came home late?. In my mind "huh?" dba I asked permission ryt? I also texted my mother two times where it had the reason and where I will be going

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ASKING THAT QUESTION WITH THAT TONE ?

.I forgot to mention everytime I went home late.. even with their permission this always the scenario.. and im tired of it. And this time I went to burst and answered his question back.. buti nalang I gain control of my anger and annoyance. If not i think we will be ending up in a fight.

My mother heard it and called me and asked me to just understand father .. "nag -aalala lang daw " yah I understand but it must be in place.. DUH! The reason on first place why I texted mother that I will go home late is for to eliminate this. BUT AGAIN THIS WASN"T UNDERSTOOD MY FATHER?. or he just dont want to understand this and just want to scold me for whatever reason he had in mind.. Kasi based on my observation walang araw na di nya ako hinanapan ng mali..pramiz. Does it makes you happy when scolding me?

Anyway I said to my father that I was late because of the greedy tricycle drivers that will not go even though 2 hours has passed until the tricycle is not full. He just said. " E TANU DAI KA NAG TXT?" . Again another dumb question from him.. F@ck cant you see its raining hard ? You'll be riding in a motorcycle so the end product will be me and you being soaked in the rain ryt? .. And again he answered.. "TA NAG PA BANGGI KA KAYA?" dba nag txt nga ako anu ba? alin ba ang hindi mo naiintidihan o you just dont want to understand it?

Kung ganyan na lang din naman hindi na ako mag papaalam .. pareho lang naman dba?

tama na ata to at bakit anu pa masabi ko saiyo.... kung pd STFU nalang :)

The end of days is near...

2011-05-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

Before anything else this post isn't about literal end of days or rapture or whatever..

Now to my real post...............

This is my last week here in Makati and thats why it is entitled the end of days ...

BROTHERLY BONDING

Anyway this Sunday I had my weekly bonding with my brother, btw we really dont have a "bonding" time back then maybe meron din but it was just like chit chat and only happens for a few minutes. Weekly we are going somewhere else to unwind and its almost always a mall. This Sunday we went to SM Manila, shopped there. My brother bought me a polo shirt and a patrick star t-shirt..

After our shopping we went to hear mass at a church near SM San Lazarro... My ear hurt when i listened to the sermon of the priest.

"Nakaranas kana bang mag mahal?"

That was the opening words of the sermon. The gospel is about the event where Jesus is leaving earth and his friends here on earth. I thought first this will be a boring gospel again but the next sentences really irritated me. The story goes like this:

The priest told us that he was watching tv when a commercial showed up. The commercial is about Man vs Dog.. he said a lot of nonsense but to sum it up he is saying that Man is on the level of the dog? and it is absurd. I agree this is fucking absurd because man is a lot lower than those animals and what creature thought of this a MAN right.. meaning if this is absurd then MAN is also absurd.

The priest went on his sermon about the animals and another set of stupid words coming from him irritated me a lot . The words was "Anu ang kayang gawin ng tao na di kaya ng hayop?" I thought the answer will be

"being a moron that thinks of himself as mighty even though he is lower than a mere worm....."

but his answer was different.. His answer was.....

"Hindi nila kayang mag mahal!"

WHAAAATTTTT?????????????????? Did i heard it right? Animals dont know how to love? Is this somekind of jowk or he's really dumb or he has a traumatic experience with his stuffed animal that almost killed him and that he thought that was a real animal?..

Anyway whatever the reason why he said this...

are you fucking kidding Me????????

Don't know how to love..hmm.. Didn't he ever heard the countless stories of the pets saving their masters? Search the net and you'll find a lot. Didn't he watched the movie Hachiko A Dog Story, from that story could you tell me that A DOG COULD NOT LOVE?, lets say it's not love , its just loyalty or compassion or something or maybe even their instinct, but how can be their loyalty without love same with compassion. and if it is instinct ..meaning the "LOVE" is just like breathing to them right? And one more thing Man said that animals have no intelligence and lets say this is true, but even without the so called "Intelligence" we see from them and even we learn from them a lot of things especially about loyalty , compassion and LOVE.

Im starting to feel a bit lazy so I'll sum up this part.. I just want to point out that Man should not think of himself highly because Man is really not as high as he think he is, sometimes he is even more lower than animals. I believe that Man is not superior than other creatures because man is not perfect and if they will point out that man has the so called Intelligence, then why do we live in a crappy world? On the other hand animals using only their instincts are still surviving in this world and is peacefully in balance with nature.

WALKATON

Today I had my first day in Makati unwinding only with myself. My usual unwinding method when im only with myself is walking from places to places. Today I went to the malls in Makati.

Im a bit sleepy.. I think thats it...

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Conservative?

2011-05-28T16:59:00.000+08:00

McDonald's "Groovy (Memory)" - Commercial - McDonald's Philippines

I just saw this on TV last night and I thought it was cool . Even made me hope that we, I and my close friends, will be like that when we grow old. The last part was also made me laugh.

Old Man3: Uy! Ang daming bagong Apps ngayon ah.
Old Man2: Konti na lang memory ko eh..... Sino ka na nga?

I think I know now what will I be when I grow old .. haha.. because I am the most forgetful when it is about names and dates among our group.

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Recently Mcdo advertisements are getting better. So I searched other interesting and cool ads of McDonalds but to my dismay I found out that the BF/GF ad of Mcdo was banned by the Church..I don't know if this was on the news because I dont watch news. Anyway the commercial Ad below :

Church strikes again!!! *sigh

"After going viral on social media sites, the CBCP has disapproved of the latest TV commercial of McDonald’s “BF/GF”. Officials of the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) are not amused by McDonald’s latest TV commercial and want the giant fast food chain to pull the ad out pronto.

Because of this, the giant fast food chain decided to pull out the 30-second ad from major television networks yesterday after some Catholic Church officials said it could send the wrong message to children.

“It’s very shallow … It cheapens human relationships,” said Fr. Melvin Castro, executive secretary of the CBCP Episcopal Commission on Family and Life.

“At a very, very young age, these kids should instead be taught the value of loving their parents, their country, environment and God, not about a relationship not yet appropriate for their age,” Castro said over the Church-run Radio Veritas Monday.

“If the ad attempted to teach commitment, [it failed] because it was too superficial to point to a packet of French fries as the basis of a relationship.”

I really dont get why this should be banned and take note .. Other countries have their own version of this add but THIS AD WAS ONLY BANNED IN THE PHILIPPINES. Musta naman un? And their reason is bullshit. Didn't they encounter the word "Puppy Love" or maybe they didn't experienced this so...

they are BITTER!.

I agree on a person's reaction on this being banned...

"What? Fussing over a harmless commercial? I see nothing wrong with it. True – they DO have a point because of the superficiality over the French Fries, but the commercial comes off as cute, harmless and not really be taken seriously. The whole point is that you can buy French Fries for only P25. The commercial had to be made interesting and not straight out boring by delivering the point right away."

Why the hell does the church always meddling in everyone’s business? Because of they think that what they always think is the right thing? f@ck..

Another thing I thought they are they are the once propagating the so called "CONSERVATISM" but why they are the ones always starting to put MALICE in a everything they see even though the people at first dont see it with malice, because of them malice is building up making that thing now "MALICIOUS". AM I RIGHT?. It looks like that they are the ones who need to be taught of conservatism and innocence.

THE AD FOR ME IS SHOWING US INNOCENT PUPPY LOVE OR YOUNG LOVE WHATEVER YOU CALL IT ........

BUT IS RUINED BY THE CHURCH'S MALICIOUS MINDS!

2011-05-24T20:17:00.001+08:00

Again a post out of boredom..

I really dont know what to write in this post. I just want to do something....

It's currently raining outside and because of that Im immobilized . My plan this night was to go at my cousin's house and kill time and have a free dinner there but because of this rain, change of plans.. Im not saying that I dont like the sudden pour of rain tonight, in reality I like it because it's to hot here..

When I went up to our room, it is still locked. F@ck ,Im again first to arrive..I mentioned in my previous posts that i have a roommate.. lets just call him JAVARICE.. one word to describe him stupid .. haha . anyway change topic I don't want to ruin my post in telling what a dumbass he is..

BUT .. He'll be leaving this weekend........................
I will be left here because I'll go home on
june 1 because of a thing in my scholarship.

God Heard ME...Praise God !!

Ching & company held their swimming today which for the first time I couldn't attend because im here stuck in makati doing ojt.. Im really looking forward for this swimming but its reality and SHIT HAPPENS! But i already moved on and now im just waiting for the pictures of their swiming I'll just paste my picture their haha :D

I guess im really missing a lot of things.........

Anyway just now the rain stopped...time to go to my cousins ......

Scanning the pages of the past..

2011-05-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

Im really not feeling well today but still I went to work and again boredom strikes again. I slept in the our office for two hours which is allowed because it's a Saturday. In here Saturday is like an optional day of work.

After sleeping I don't know but I suddenly I though of searching people I know in the search engine Google and checking each and every results hoping to find something interesting about them. When I searched my name I was surprised that there were many results or many links that contains my name. Maybe you should also try searching your name to , maybe you'll find something interesting to and might even find someone impersonating you because I know one case that someone is impersonating Neithan Casano. Anyway I searched my name and found none impersonating me but my eyes caught the blog of Naxcz a close friend of mine. I suddenly want to repost one of her posts ...........................

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Psychoanalyze Yourself: Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following BEFORE you read the answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end.

-start-

1.You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
* maybr ching or ate cid or ate patty ...

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
* aliigator... i dont know why i picked that animal

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
* it's my pet .. waahaha jowk hmm we are communicating? haha

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your house. Describe your dream house.
*a simple house made of wood but is techy and has a lot of cool gadgets in it and a swiming pool perhaps?

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
* not really but going near my house is quite difficult because since its techy it has camouflauge mode .. haha o dba?.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with:
*pastries and halo halo :)

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
* old ceramic cup :D

8. What do you do with the cup?
* put it in my bag and sell it in ebay :D

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water.What kind is it?
* a geyser.. hmm is a geyser a body of water? haha or maybe a gulf or estuary basta with a good biodiversity in it.. btw can you stand in a body of water? i wonder how

10. How do you cross that body of water?
* by a dolphin? haha or maybe a squid , the kraken , papano kaya yun a basta it's using a live water creature.

(Dont look at this section until you've answered the top)

The ANSWERS:

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
. ow ok.. hmm ate cid is improtant? really? ah yes i got the reason why.. I need a slave for me to live conveniently

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
. so how big is an alligator?

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
. ahaha ngaun ku lang nalaman na you can talk to your problem haha..

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
. haha nahahalatang walang ambisyon haha :D

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
. how about my camouflage house what's the meaning of that?

6. If your answer did NOT include food, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
. food makes me happy :))

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person in number one.
. haha ceramic madali un mabasag ah :P

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
. what attitude is selling the cup in ebay? haha

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
. i don't know the size of the geyser.. gulf is big though

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
. so panu ung animals? haha is it hard or easy?

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Another thing that caught my attention ..

"Being left behind is as scary as leaving,"

a quote from parang-juuibo, an asian movie I really like and the first asian movie which made me cry a bit.. I want to watch that again..

" A sniff seeking Osama missle"

2011-05-07T13:57:00.002+08:00

Today im again at work , finishing my 200 hours of OJT in Makati. I just finished my final report on my Qc/Qa of the software.

To kill time I surf the net but since a lot of sites is prohibited by our fire wall Kerio Control which includes even mails like gmail and yahoomail.

I am now used scanning the Yahoo web site home page news etc which I don't usually do back then and a forum called Dc Icon, a site for christians I think which caught my attention because of a thread there about a girl seeing hell and heaven and she also said in her testimony that she saw MJ , Selena and POPE JOHN PAUL II in hell. Anyway I don't want to elaborate more if you wan you can just visit the site here. By the way the comments and the conflicts there are interesting so if you got a free time you could read it.

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Anyway an article from the yahoo got my attention the title was

"Intense interest surrounds dog who may have participated in bin Laden raid".

Its about a speculation that a dog helped in the capture and death of Osama bin Laden, a high profiled terrorist. You can click here. Honestly I'm really annoyed with Osama bin Laden or his death and anything related to him being the only news or maybe not but always the news always focuses on HIM!.

THERE ARE OTHER GODDAMN NEWS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HIM BEING DEATH. LETS FACE IT SO WHAT IF HE DIES DOES THAT SOLVE THE TERRORISM ALL OVER AROUND THE WORLD?

NO!

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But why am I making this post? The title itself is related to Osama but it is also about something else.Im posting this because its about a speculation that a DOG is included in the team who shot Osama down, if ever that was true thats's a very good news. Read the full article here. "Nothing better than a dog. Man, they are life savers on so many levels! Our quiet heros", quoted from someone who commented in the article.I agree to this again the dogs prove why they are called the ultimate MAN'S BEST FRIEND.

But a comment in an article about War dogs made me sad even though i think it is not real the thought of it makes me cry.

Quoted from SNIN51TUCKER2000,

"Do you know the K9 units that goes to fight with our military are often left behind or killed over there. They don't offer the handler when leaving if he wants to adopt his friend/ hero. If they are lucky and do make it home they are kept in kennels and most are put to sleep. I was shocked to find this out last week. No dog rescues are permitted with finding them homes. I was on Animal Planet Best Friends and there was an option to view this. I think they are heroes and our tax dollars buy these dogs. They should have the right and priviledge to come home with their handler! The police find spots or adopt out their retired dogs so why doesn't the military? The Secretary of Defence can change these rules. The same thing has been happening since the Vietnam war. I think there should be a wonderful life ahead of them because they risk their lives for their platoons.This started in Vietnam because the dogs were considered surplus and killed to depose of them. I know this is a disgrace because to be a loyal part of our service and then being treated like trash! To prove my point you can also go to K9veteransday.org! The government isn't telling all but this site will. I think it was in Iraq that their people was offered to adopt 26 of our K9 dogs that protected our soldiers. Why they can't afford to feed theirselves. How are they going to take care of our dogs, the probably eat them. They are US dogs and deserve to come home to their country in one piece. On Best Friends a soldiers said for 2000.00 you could get a dog from over there. What's wrong with this picture, we can't bring them home? SAD!"

That really really is sad but as I have read the comments people who adopted retired war dogs this was proven to be wrong. A site was even also put up for the adoption of these poor creatures.Click this for the site. Thats a relief I myself wanna adopt one of them like the one on the right ,image from the U.S. Army's Flickr photostream, but i think it's just a dream because it's too expensive in maintaining one war dog >.<

I suddenly missed my dogs sushi, sashimi, raffles and garfield..........................

I think thats the end of my post, a task was given to me by my supervisor ...

A Salute to the dogs!

200 hours(updated)

2011-04-16T18:23:00.018+08:00

Sa wakas nakahanap din ako ng oras para maka pag post dito sa blog ko... Hindi ko pa nga pala natatapos ang dalawang post ko bago dito... Masyado na kasing madaming ginagawa lately gaya ng pagawa ng assignment , complete ng grade, icip ng topic sa sp , manuod ng pelikula sa laptop, at tumambay sa xavier hall...

Yan ang umubos sa oras ko noong march hangang ngaung abril..

Pero ngaung summer ang tunay kong schedule ay pumunta ng manila para mag ojt ng 200 na oras... ngunit hangang ngayon hindi ko parin ito inaasikaso.. haha relax lang!..

kaya ngayon... cramming...

Noong Abril 15 umalis ako papuntang Manila sakay ng bus 10 ng penafrancia seat #17 kasama ang isa ko pang kklc sa ojt na c krystof na nakaupo naman sa seat #18

pinag sabihan kaming gumawa ng report weekly ng aming pinakakamamahal na coordinator na si Sir Fritz .. at isubmit ito sa kanyang mail.. kaya naicipan kong i sabay na rin yun sa blog ko..

kaya itatala ko dito ang mga nangyari sa buong ojt days ko..

UNANG YUGTO : ANG PAGHAHANAP

First Day : Mainit na pagtanggap

Abril 16 2011 dumating kami sa cubao mga 5 ng umaga... napakainit ang pag salubong ng maynila sakin.. bakit? sabihin nalang natin memorable to sa buhay ko.. at madaming nangyari ngaung araw... pero sa napakadaming nangyari ngaun may isa akong hindi malilimutan.. first time ko kasi to... Nawalan lang naman kasi ako ng wallet..

             ang laman...
                #3.7k cash
                #atm , arg kakapagod ayusin nito.. ,
               #picture ng aking mga pinakamamahal na mga kaibigan, sayang hirap kaya humingi ng pix nila

               #at ang pinaka importante ang aking collection ng aking mga
                     KUKO! tama! nakuha ang aking pinaghirapang ipuning mga kuko.. .. mamimiss ko
                     kayo >.<

anyway naka getover na ako dyan.. ngunit after nyan ay may nangyari pa ulit... ngaun naman sa hindi malamang dahilan nahulog or tumalsik ang aking 1k na binilang ko pa kanikanina lang.. taenes anu ba yan sagad na kamalasan ko... ano kaya sa tingin nyo mawawala sunud? laptop? cp? recommendation letter? flash drive? parang kapanapanabik abangan ang sunud na mawawala... mag pa poll kaya ako ? hmm

Hindi pa dyan nag tatapos... ang boarding hauz pa namin ay parang oven sa init... waaaaaaaaaaah wala pang higaan .. anu ba yan... buti nalang maganda ang tubig. dito.. un nalang ang pinag papasalamat ko .. kaya naligo lang ako almost buong mag hapon.. hai .. tinatamad na ako.. ang bagal ng net.. hai malas talga ang araw na to... ~~anu kaya mang yayari bukas?~~

Second Day : 60 pesos dalawang ulam

Ang araw na ito ay nakalaan sa pag bili ng mga gamit na kailangan ko sa aking pang araw-araw na buhay dito sa manila.. ngunit anu nga ba ang kinalaman ng title sa araw na ito..

Ang kwento:

Pumunta kami ng divisoria dahil bibili nga kami ng aming mga kailangan dito. Ang taya dito ay si Kuya.. Noong tanghalian na ay napadpad kami sa isang bagong bukas na mall sa divisoria.. kung hindi ako nag kakamali 999 mall ata un,hindi kulang sure kasi ang lahat ng mga mall doon ay puro numero gaya ng 168, 619 etc,, ewan ku nga kung bakit.. pampadali daw sa pag pa rehistro.. o pauso lang..

Nung tanghalian na ay napag pasyahan na namin na doon na kumain dahil nga bago gusto rin ni kuya na explore un .. sa 3rd floor ata ung foodcourt , doon namin nakita ang isa nanamang pauso 60 pesos dalawang ulam isang rice.. sa una kala mo normal lang siya pero ang maganda kasi dito ay talgang masarap siya at napakarami.. napakarami rin ng pipilian, pero mga chinese/oriental foods na makikita nyo lang sa mga mamahaling oriental resto.. ,examples nyan ang mga pictures na malapit lapit sa itsura nito from the net..

to make the story short.... sulit na sulit siya.. ni hindi na nga ako nag extra rice eh dahil busug na ako sa isang order palang.. waaaah nagugutom nanaman ako... kaya hangang dyan nalang ung kwento...

Nung makauwi kami ay naicipan kong mag plantsa ngunit walang kabayo at patawa pa ung plantsa kaya imbis na maalis ang gusot eh mas dumami pa ata.. antok na ako.. 2:30 nanaman .. bukas pa ang unang pag hahanap namin...

Third Day : mahabang pag hihintay sa wala...

Ang unang araw ng aming pag hahanap.. una dumaan kami sa level up sunod sa Novare na kung saan umikot ang buong araw ko.. pero bago yan ang kwento muna sa level up..

LEVEL UP GAMES....

Nakakahiya mang aminin pero natanga kami sa elevator ng pacific star ang building kung saan naroon ang level games. Ang level up ay nasa 11th floor. Sa sobrang kamamadali ay pumasok agad kami sa elevator na hindi nakita ung karatula.. 15 th floor +.. so ayun nakadating kami sa 15th floor at hindi namin alam kung panu bumaba ng 11 th floor kaya naicipan naming bumababa gamit ang stairs.. ngunit sa kasamaang palad ay sarado lahat ng pinto ng hagdan at pati ang pinasukan namin ay biglang nasara buti nalang biglang bumukas ang pinto 12th floor kung hindi stranded kami doon..

LESSON: MAGBASA :)

Novare tech naman ang sunud... dito ako naugatan dahil sa pag aantay ng buong maghapon.. na na uwi rin sa wala.. dito rin nasira ang aking mood...

tinatamad na ako .. bukas nanaman ulit...hai

4th Day : Pointeast!

   Today nothing good happend.. went job hunting again... and again failed to get it..

   Company Status
   NNIT FULL
   AYALA PENDING w/o interview yet
   POINTWEST EXAM FAILED

   im in the mood to continue this maybe tomorrow nalang ulit..

5th Day : "I think we got a winner!"

Nguang araw pinag patuloy ko ang paghahanap pero ang kasama ko si Dan, klasmate ko sa ojt, Sa araw na ito ako pinakanapagod kasi naman nilibot namin ang buong ayala avenue makati avenue and ung isa hindi ko alam kung anung street yun basta mahaba rin un..

First stop namin ay sa NOVARE dahil ngayon kulang nahalata na ang contact number ko ay mali.. ang tanga! pero mukhang di panaman sila tumatawag..

Anyway sunud dun ay kumain muna kami kasi alam namin na mahaba haba ito. Kumain kami sa mang inasal taz unang stop namin PAPERTRAILS..

may mga taga bikolano doon .. mukhang interesado sila samin at tinanong pa nga kami kung kelan gusto mag start kung sakaling makuha daw..thats a sign na interesado nga sila sunud ay sinabi na samin kung anu ang aming mga gagawin .. bottomline is mukhang may nakuha na kaming papasukan! YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pero ang downside ay walang allowance daw pero sure na trained daw kami.... mukhang ayus lang naman un basta makapag start na kami!!!!!!!!!!!

ung mga sumunod ay hindi na ako nag pasa ng resume sinamahan kulang si dan kasi isa nalang ang natitira kong resume... ang mahal kasi ng printing dito.... di pa ata uso dito ang piso printing... kasi akalain mo.. plain text P5 taz mag ka color kahit isang linya lang yan X2 na ang presyo .. taeness!!!!!!naicip ko tuloy talagang mahalaga nga talaga ang 5 pesos.. hai...

anyway ang huling stop namin sa pag hahanap ay sa ACCENTURE.. ngunit sa kasamaang palad ay cut-off na daw nila sa monday nalang daw..

Nung pauwi na kami sumama si dan samin.. at nung pauwi na kami napag pasyahan namin na pag monday na wala pang tumawag ay doon na kami sa PAPERTRAILS... at isa pang napagkasunduan namin ay di namin ito sasabihin kay JAVARICE ... haha kung sino siya ay bawal sabihin baka magalit sakin eh .. pero sa totoo lang iritang irita ako sa kanya dahil sa kayabangan nya at kabastusan.. Enough of JAVARICE at baka mairita nanaman ako..

Pag kauwi namin ay naglaro muna kami... taz nung gabi nag luto c kuya( landlord) ng bangus. libre nanaman pag kain ko.. kung sinuswerte nga naman...nahalata ku lang ah nung hindi ko kasama si JAVARICE ay hindi ako minalas ah... siya kaya ang dahilan ng pag kawala ng aking wallet . at iba pang kamalasan ko... kasi parati siyang andun pag minamalas ako eh.. hmmm baka nga..

Nangangalok si kuya na mag iinuman daw.. mukhang bukas nanaman ulit..

6th Day : "WASH DAY"

7th Day : "Pizza, ice cream and halo halo"

Ngayong araw ay dapat magkitakita kami nina Naxcz ,Xing, Koren, Khrisna and malean sa Megamall at 11 am pero sina Khriz at Malean ay hindi nakasunod ...

Ngaun rin ang pre celeb ng birthday ni Naxcz ... nanlibre siya sa shakeys ung DEAL 2 ..

Pag ka tapos ay naglibot naman kami sa toy kingdom kung saan sina Xing at Koren ay nag papicture sa mga naka display na manequin .. inaantay ko pa yung mga picture nila doon ...

after a few hours umuwi rin sila xing dahil may curfew daw sila..

sabay kami ni Naxcz umuwi ...

bitin ang aming reunion.. wished na mas mahaba pa kami nag sama sama and mas completo sana...

8th Day : "Easter Sunday"

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!

simba mode with kuya(isang umuupa rin dito) and ate(asawa ni kuya)

9th Day : "Pahirapan"

In general this is a bad day...

bakit? kasi hangang ngayon wala parin kami oojtihan.. sunud ung akala namin na company na kukuha samin.. tagilid din pala hai...........hangang gabi nakakabadtrip.. wala ung kukunan ko ng allowance so yan tuloy ang aking dinner....

burger na buy one take one >.<

ang malas makatulog na nga...

10th Day : "WE GOT IT!!!!!"

Ang epekto ng pagiging persistent namin..... meron na kaming oojtihan!!!!!!!! start namin bukas..

Chapter two : THE WORK

11th Day : "First day of work"

Nothing unusual really happend here.. Just signing of papers. briefing.. Our work is until saturday from 8-6.Sunday work is optional

12th Day : "First day of real work"

test run of our real work.. nothing unusual.. just discussed the nature of our work.. qc/qa.. Im handling the Archive one software on the other hand Dan is handling the business mapper, a gps type application.

13th-14th Day : "work work work"

WORK!

15th Day : "ROCKWELL"

My brother treated us, me together with my cousin, in rockwell. We've also went to my uncle's house in valenzuela.

16th Day : "GLORIETTA"

Another day of work but again it turned into a sleeping session , spent 70% of it sleeping secretly. In the evening Patty, a friend of mine, treated me dinner in Glorietta especifically in Burger King.. I want to narrate the whole story now but im sleepy... and my mood is ruined by a thing said by a person >.<

to be continued.......................

I'll raise my glass to you : SOFTWARE FESTIVAL succesful

2011-02-24T21:07:00.001+08:00

congratz to all participants of the 2011 software festival..

to be edited......................

FINAL DEFENSE : Ambrella goes down

2011-02-17T16:23:00.001+08:00

" Of all the games presented your

game will be the last one i'll play "

The statement above summarizes our final defense.. no other words

Oh btw eating icecream really helps to cool someone's head . It is proven by me ...

bloody valentine

2011-02-14T22:01:00.006+08:00

Panu ku ba to uumpisahan hmm.. teka bago ang lahat ...............

a brief history muna....

Saint Valentine's Day, commonly shortened to Valentine's Day, is an annual commemoration held on February 14 celebrating loveand affection between intimate companions.The day is named after one or more early Christian martyrs, Saint Valentine, and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It was deleted from the Roman calendar of saints in 1969 by Pope Paul VI, but its religious observance is still permitted. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines"). The day first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.....

(source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valentine's_Day);

check niyo nalang sa google for more info..

Now my story..

Sa unang pag kakataon at sa hindi malamang dahilan ang kalendaryo ko ay biglang nag karoon ng okasyon na valentines day.. Oo ako rin ay naging biktima na ng komersyalismo at kapitalismo..dahil nakisali narin ako sa pag susunog ng pera...Sa unang pag kakataon ay nagbigay ako ng boquet of roses at stuff toy sa araw ng mga puso..

Bago pala un.. mga events muna na nag contribute para maicipan kong mag abala ngaun....

makikicopya siya this monday (feb 14) ng movie

nakachat ko si ching at kung anu anu pinag sasabi nya (conrtibuted most)

wala akong ginagawa ...at gusto kong may gawing bago so ayun..

dumating bigla ang allowance ko na 1 sem ng late..

   Sabado nung pumasok ang ideya sa aking icipan.. ngunit hindi pa ito ganun kalago.. ang nasa icip ko lang ay parang eepal.. mag bibigay ng isang pirasong bulaklak. medyo nag dadalawang icip pa nga ako eh..   70% hindi gagawin at 30% gagawin

   Linggo nung medyo tumaas sa aking icipan ang chansa na gagawin ko to.......
60% oo at 40% hindi. tumaas pato nung may nakita akong isang post sa fb. mas lalo patong tumaas nung nakita kong dumating na aking allowance... mukhang umaayon ang panahon.. tinadhana nga ata tong gawin ko ...ang baduy tadhana..

   anyway...

   Pagkatpos ng konting oras ng pag mumuni-muni ay naisipan kong gawin na ito..Pero bago ko yun gawin dapat mag plano muna.. nag tanong tanong ako.. at timing nag rply siya.. dahil doon siya nalang ang aking pinagtanungan ng mga bagay bagay dahil siya nga yung bibigyan ko..

   Hindi niya naman nahalata na siya ang bibigyan ko so ayun tanong parin ako ng tanong... ka text ko siya hangang hating gabi..

   Pagkatapos kung makompleto ang aking mga kailangan .. ang plano ay naging ganito :

Ang aking mga ibibigay:

boquet of roses (red)
stuff toy (kamukha ni swiper the fox ung sa dora)

gigising ako ng maaga at mag papasama kay merryl, isang kaibigan, sa pag pili at pag bili ng mga ito

Ibigigay ko ito pag copy niya ng mga pelikula at

Bahala na si batman :)

medyo hindi ako kaagad nakatulog ng gabing yun..

Monday(Feb 14) the day.......

UNANG YUGTO : ANG PAMIMILI

         Gumising ako ng maaga para bumili ng mga bagay bagay.. pumunta ako sa aming unibersidad para mag pasama kay ate merryl.. kung sino siya nasa taas po! pero sa kasamaang palad ay naiwan ko ang ID ko.. ang TANGA!. pero ayus lang uuwi nalang ako pag katapos kung bilhin ang mga kailangan ko...

        Unang hinto: sa flower shop.. tatlong flower shop ang napuntahannamin..

              di ko trip ung una..

              ung ikalawa ang mahal san ka pa 1.3k ang bulaklak WTF!

              ung ikatlo ang kate's flowershop 1k .. dahil sa ako'y tinatamad na at may natripan

                      ako doon.. pero hindi ko pa binili pinareserve kulang muna..

         Ikalawang hinto: Landbank of the philippines nag withdraw ako doon :)

          Ikatlong hinto : Padangat novelty shop.. doon ako bumili ng stuff toy ang hinahanap ko sana ay asong kamukha ni swyper pero dahil wala akong nahanap ung asong natripan kunalang..basta ang pangalan ay doobie. nasa baba ang kanyang picture , salamat kay ate Irene sa pag picture sa kanya. Nasa likod nya rin pala ang bulaklak na binili ko..

Ikaapat na hinto: balik kate's flower shop para bumili ng roses.. ang dating 1k ay naging 500 nalang how nice :) parang ganyan sa ibaba ang nabili ko pero may kasamang maliliit na puting bulaklak

dyan natapos ang unang yugto.....

IKALAWANG YUGTO: ANG PAGBIBIGAY

   Dumating ang oras.. 2:41pm dumating siya sa Xavier hall..at may kasama siya nalimutan ko ang pangalan pero pinakilala niya un sakin.. mem gap talga tae....

   Ewan ku ba kung bakit ,pero doon kuna binigay.. at dahil Xavier hall nga un madaming tao.. so meaning madaming nakakita . which i hate the most... pero ayus lang.. laugh trip naman ang reaction niya.. tinanong pa nga ako "seryoso para sakin ba talaga to?".. etc..

   Pumasok na kami pakatapos noon ngunit wala nanaman si sir.. sayang nanaman effort ko sa paglalakad..

Sa kabuuan ako ay " more than satisfied" sa araw na to kahit puro hassle ang araw na ito.. simula palang ay hassle na dahil sa aking ID sinundan pa ng SE na pinakanta ako dahil iyon ang aking parusa sa pagiging lowest na hindi sana nangyari kung ako ay hindi nalate... pati pag bili ng rosas hassle din etc.. pero kahit mag ka ganun pa man .. ayus ang araw na ito dahil nagawa kunaman ng tama ang aking mission para sa araw na ito.. at sabi nya naman ay SOBRANG NASIYAHAN   naman daw siya...at quoted from her

"i really appreciate it tlga

it jus made my day"

kaya ok na rin un :))

tintamad na ako mag blog kaya hangang dito nalang..ay bago ko pala malimutan

SPECIAL THANKS TO : ATE MERRYL sa pag sama sakin pag bili haha :D

HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY !

@update : placed a picture of doobie.. picture taken by ate Irene...

jizz in my pants

2011-02-01T09:09:00.143+08:00

I don't know how to start this so ganito nalang ...

I woke up 4 in the morning today because of a weird dream....

not weird like that .. i'll just narrate the story .ow.. maybe only parts of it because im a bit lazy right now :)

the story in general is somewhat similar to a power ranger series.

   .i dunno why my dream was about that one i couldn't even remember when was the last time I thought of that series or even watched it. ..

  from what i have remembered my dream starts with some kind of celebration maybe a fiesta or something then a monster or something appeared but my memory was a bit blurry so i can't figure where the setting of the story happened or even the monster or creature that appeared.. Anyway after the monster appeared for a reason that i don't know but green ranger which in the end i would realize to be JILLARY was abducted by that monster.. Again i don't know how did she came to my dream.. Ow i forgot i am also a ranger but i didn't remember my color we are only just 3 rangers Jilla as green ranger an unknown person but is a female as blue ranger and me as unknown color ranger :)

i didn't remember the saving part but as usual Jilla was saved ................. HOORAY!!!

but not because of the rangers. Honestly based on what i have remembered blue ranger and me are a bit stupid there i don't know why and thats why we didn't save green ranger.. thats not the end of my dream.. after saving green ranger a party was held.. thats the time I knew Jilla was green ranger anyways i have someone accompanying me that time but i forgot who that was.. after the party something happened...

this is the second part of my dream.. i don't know if this is another dream of just a continuation of the one above..

the second part is after the party i guess because people are now cleaning the tables etc.. and i saw a friend of mine.. can't name her.. for my own safety haha .. anyways she's with someone , a girl couldn't remember who she was... anyway I and the unnamed friend began chatting until we end up into a shower i think... then she went into eat still talking with me after that a black out.. then lights on she's now inside the shower with only a towel covering her body with only a wooden door separating us.. pictures below is somehow similar to what I'm saying.. just to improve visuals..

for a little while the sound of water coming from the shower began to sound.. we began to continue our chit chat in a little while..but for sometime I saw the silhouette of her body.. urges from my body went out until I can't suppress it anymore.. I barraged the door of the shower I went in.. I will not narrate what happened next.. it's up to your imagination :) anyways after sometime i woke up and!!!!

poof ! refer to TITLE ..

I don't know if that dream was weird for you.. but for me it is weird because first why would i become a power ranger .. I never dreamed to be one.. another one is why would a power ranger story become an x-rated "clip" afterwards... On the x rated part i didn't... ow... I somehow did imagine things like that with that person but that was way years ago .. >.< What you watch really affects you mind haha :)

after cleaning myself i went to bed .. thinking that there would be part 3 .. maybe another girl I suppose
XD.. but sad to say there was no no part 3..

before i end this post i want to share this picture though unrelated i included it because i find it funny LOL :)

right guys??

to be edited ......

Defense Anyone?

2011-01-19T18:04:00.019+08:00

  Yesterday we had our defense for our game in SE... and again it was a failure I guess.. but before I tell why I'll introduce first our game

   Our game is a base defense but in monopoly style.. so like monopoly you should buy properties and make money.. but the twist is the main objective of this game is not to bankrupt your opponents but to destroy their bases.. By the way it has no name yet ... so help me in thinking an appropriate name for our game.. snapshot of our game to be posted later... and now back to my story..

   The line up for the defense was first the Soguko (karen's group), second is the Plok(raphael's group), third is the pShooter(marlon's group), fourth is the yummyMath(janine's group), fifth OUR GROUP.. 6th hide and destroy(ate liz's group)..

  So as you can see we are the fifth group to present but unfortunately we became 4th because one group did not show up.. each is given 15 mins to present.

  Again an intermission number... before what happened to our defense .. i'll first what happened in the defense of the second group because this has a significance or it is related to us..I hope their group will not be mad at me for not asking their permission anyways I think they'll understand :)

  Their game for me was awesome..really for beta version. nice graphics and game play ,networking is functioning well etc... btw i forgot to tell what is their game.. their game is like battle city but with added features and twist... but my opinion for this game was the opposite of our teachers..
SHE SAID THAT THIS GAME IS SHALLOW ETC..TO SUMMARIZE IT SHE SAID THE GAME SUCKS!!!..

she even said anu un na ba un? sa totoo lang hindi ito pang sf... btw this is not the same words she spoke but it has the same meaning...

But wait! there's a game more "shallower" than this a game that is simply similar to the game which it is patterned.. i will not name the group or the game but if you see it you'll agree with me.. It's ok sana if our teacher had also the same comment about that game but her only comment about that group is about that graphics.. huh?... why is that so? hmm i don't know what the reason is.. but i don't care.. The shallow thing pala.. yah the game in the first place is a bit shallow but raph's group made things to improve it..like runes, debuffs friendly fire, bounce effect.. etc.. THEY MADE WAYS TO MAKE IT MORE ENJOYABLE duh!

W tf.. really stupid.. but this is not the real reason why we are pissed of...The real reason is this. Enough them..

  Now I'll tell what happened to our defense..

   Mark, our group leader presented our game.. first we explained how it works every little detail about it.   We've first used tiles for them to understand what is happening at first they didn't get it but after sometime the panelist got it except for our teacher. It's like our alpha presentation then we   presented our BETA VERSION containing some graphics which was really stolen from warcraft and God of war XD core features of game working fine except in networking.. In networking sense we can only synchronize the movement of the chars and their gold other features didn't work well.. anyway our beta presentation was worse understood by our teacher.. so basically our defense is a failure.

  W hy? because again our teacher didn't like our game again.. or maybe she will not like anything we do. we never know :)). One reason is she didn't get what our game is all about..another thing she doesn't understand our graphics. she said what is that thing.. the one like a shit.. third reason is she don't think that what we had done meet the requirements for beta version(60% of game)..etc..etc.. ah wait.. we even said OUR GAME IS A BIG NO NO for the sf in the present.. really? so what games are suited for the sf? CAN YOU ENLIGHTEN US?

   Didn't understood what our game is all about....

   But wait! . didn't just mark explain all the bits about it in our "alpha presentation", and we even used almost of our time for explaining! She even asked why did we even bother to show that if there's a beta presentation.WHY nga ba?..is it FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND OUR F@cking GAME? Besides all the panelists got it except her.. another thing is the game play is so simple MONOPOLY but it's just the main objective is destroying bases not bankrupting others. WHAT THING IS SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND THERE?.

     Didn't understood what our graphics...

   But wait! is it really the graphics or just you? our projector is too big to show what that thing is.. duh! just look at our screen shots below .. it's for you to judge. if it is really not understandable.Maybe the one she thought that we are doing is the same old monopoly.. duh! d wala kami nyan originality... I thought being original is better than copying.. hmmm maybe not for her.. ow before i forget she said that there's should be a unique thing in the game.. O YAN na nga baga.. OUR GAME IS UNIQUE..

screen shots of our game

Didn't think that our game is for beta

But wait! she is the one who said that in beta the requirements are

functioning well -our core game functions are functioning well
networked - our game is networking even has partial sync
improvement of the alpha - i think she saw our alpha.. and it think that it is a more improved alpha

she even said "MASKI PA PANGIT YAN MASKI STICK FIGURE YAN basta nag gagana" and why now she's so vain in the graphics... INCONSISTENT?

Didn't think that our game is suited for software festival

But wait! so what games are suited? could you please be specific why? because i think ,, ow not only i some my classmates think that our game concept has a future .. meaning it is GOOD! so i'm really confused why..

I guess my post ends here. .. to be edited if a thing comes to my mind which is related to this..thats it for the mean time . :)

gudluck for those who will do their defense today :) kaya nyu yan..

ow before i forget last one thing .......................

@update

2nd of day of defense went well.. no harsh comment from our teacher.. full of suggestions.. haha.. what happened kaya? haha *evil grin.

end of post........................................

Happy Holidays, You bastard! PART II

2011-01-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

Bagong taon nanaman..
Bagong new years resolution nanaman..
at bagong resolution na hindi nanaman matutupad..
Lahat nalang nagbabago pero bat ang kapalaran ko hindi?
Maybe nag bago nga pero bat for the worst?

Wahaha tae ang drama ng start..pero sa totoo lang hindi ko maxado na feel ang new year ngaun.. unang una dahil napakadami ko pang prob both academics and personal.. sunud new year na new year nag cocode ako.. ikatlo walang kwenta ang mga paputok d2.. anyways gusto ku lang pasalamatan ang mga taong may malaking naging papel or naiambag noong 2010.

Una ang Xing and Co.. tinext kuna sainu ung gus2 kong sabihin kaya tinatamad na akong ulitin yun dito haha.love u all :).

Ikalawa new found friends this 2010.

Starting with...

ate Merryl Garcia - siya ang aking naging ka close nung summer sem.. klasmate ko siya dati sa lit.

Message: Salamat ate merryl for the friendship kahit ginawa kitang friend dahil ikaw mahilig ka man libre.. haha jowk.. pero salamat talga. hope we still be friends this 2011 ..

ate Joie Grageda - siya naman ay dati kong classmate sa st jo. dati kuna siyang friend pero ngaun 2010 nanaman lang kami nag keep in touch ulit.. kaya parang new found friend parin..

Message: Thnx for everything ate especially the friendship ate...salamat pag rply dati sa mga text ko kahit walang sense, pati sa fb.. haha..sensya rin kung nagiging sobrang makulit ako minsan..wala tayo magagawa eh ganun talga ako eh.. hmm haha sana mas maging close pa tayo this year...yngatz parati.. gudluck sa studies palan haha mana ku maicip tama naman ata yan haha.cge ate joie :)

ate Megan Bueno - siya naman ang ka corz ko..2nd year xa ngaun sa adnu. xa ata ang pina ka close ko sa mga ka corz ko.. siya ang kakulitan ko .. tawag niya nga sakin "kulit" haha..

Message: hey ate meg ikaw ang makulit hindi ako! LOL .ahaha. anyways salamat din sa lahat..sensya sa pangungulit ko.. alam ko minsan napipikon kana.. haha...sensya rin misan if nakakacause ako ng mga prob..hmm .. i hope na lumalim pa friendship natin this coming years haha..yngat parati ate..Gudluck sa pagiging CS haha.. hmm anu pa ba..yan na ata wala na ako maicip eh..

ate Camille Casabar - si ate camille naman ang aking elementary crush so she's not new to me rin ngunit gaya rin ni ate joie ngaun year lang kami naging close.. hmm though not that close. mukhang friends na rin ata kami.. haha.

Message: Hi ate camille .. haha ang ganda mo talga.. haha lol.. salamat sa pag rply sa chat at posts kahit mga walang kwenta pinag sasabi ko haha..salamat sa friendship din this year. hope maging friends pa tau the next years..yngat parati :)

ate Janine Diaz - si ate janine ay kabatch ko sa science ngunit ngaun kung year lang xa naging mdyo ka close.. at nakausap :)

Message: ate janine maman.. salamat sa gabus.. haha mana ku maicip eh.. thnx sa friendship ulit.. tinext kunaman saimo message ko haha.. kaya as na to..

ate Irene Joy Rosana - si ate ij naman ay taga st jo din dati.. pero this year ku lang siya nakausap. naging classmate ko kasi siya philo 3 ngaung sem and thats where nagi ko siyang friend.

Message: ate ij! hapi new year.. based sa aking mga nababasa may bagong love life ka ata.. yii... gudluck nalang jan.. hha thnx pala pag sama pag watch ng movie at pag sagot ng mga tawag. alam ko im boring talaga buti nalang at pinag tiyagaan mo haha..salamat din pala sa pagiging friend ko.. hope maging friends pa rin tau this year :) yngat..

ate Diane Renolayan - siya naman c ate mabait.. haha tawag nya kasi sakin kuya mabait..so tinawag kuna rin siyang ate mabait.. anyway currently 1st year bs psycho siya sa adnu.. kabarkada siya nila jilla at ate munic ...binigay ni jilla ang num ko sa kanya dun kami nag kakilala.. mdyo ka close ko na rin siya ngaun matagal tagal ko na rin kasi siyang katxt.

Message: ate mabait ! yeah pi new year! ang like your voice talaga parang uto uto haha..jowk.. pero ang cute talaga haha.. anyway salamat ate sa pagiging close friend ko .. hope na mas magi pa taung close this year .. yngat parati :)

ate Nikki - haha sensya ate di ku lam family name mo eh haha.. sori..anyway si ate nikki ay taga adnu din.. ka sama ko siya sa church na NCIC. at doon ko siya naging ka close..btw isa siya sa closest friend ko sa NCIC

Message: ate nikki! pi new year! yngat parati salamt sa pagiging close friend ko..xnxa d na ako nakakajam sainu pag may bible study mdyo busy eh.. hmm xnxa rin pala kung minsan napakulit ko haha..thats my nature eh .. anyways bawi nalang ako next time pag d na ako busy.. haha anu pa ba.. hmm yan muna haha :) yngat parati Godbless.

ate kris joy - hindi kuna nilagay whole name mo ate ang haba eh..haha.. anyway.. si ate kris joy ay graduating this year? right ate.. gudluck haha.. taga adnu din siya at taga NCIC din siya.. so that means na kapareho siya ni ate nikki.. like ate nikki she's one of my closest friend sa NCIC

Message: ate kris.. yi mag grad kana .. haha gudluck.. yngatz pirmi.. salamt sa gabus .. lalo na duman sa pag iba mo saku sa sm dati pag bakal kad2ng bado ni insan.. haha thank you for being my close friend also.. Godbless ate :)

ikatlo ang mga naging inspiration ko ngaung nakalipas na 2010..

Rosemer Claire Puga- ang aking naging inspiration para pumasok ng lit. kahit d ko siya nakausap in anyway as lang.

Mikiela Badilla - ang pinakauna kong crush.. taga st jo din dati.. mukhang di nya na nga ako kilala ngaun.. d pa nga inaaprove ung friend request ko eh anyways as lang.. ewan ko kung san ku siya naging inspirasyon basta nagi ko siyang inspirasyon this year.

Nazareth Angeline Bordz - hindi ko alam kung yan talga ang name niya up to now d ku pa alam kung anu true name nya. basta ang alam kulang nag lalaro siya ng rf sa shop dati.. bago lumipat ang shop..bs bio siya sa adnu.. 1st year.. siya ang naging inspirasyon ko para gumicing ng maaga para umatend ng 7:30 am classes ko tuwing MW at umatend ng first subj ko every TTH kasi dumadaan siya malapit sa room namin at around 7:35-7:40 am at kapag TTH naman ay from 10:27 am - 10:45 am.. haha alam na alam ko o dba.. haha

Ara Aliana Padua - di ko talaga siya kilala basta classmate ko siya sa philo.. isa siya sa mga dahilan kung bat ako pumapasok sa philo..at gaya ni mikela ay snob pa rin hangang ngaun sa aking friend request sa fb

and others.. sa mga hindi ko nai mention wag magalit haha mdyo hindi lang talga gumagana icip ko alam nyu naman utak ko basura.. event though wala kau sa mga namention I still wanna thank you ..for everything..

SALAMAT SA MGA TAONG ITO AT BINUO NG NINYO ANG AKING 2010..

PS sana gumana ang mga link haha at tama ang mga link na yan.. hindi ko kasi chineck eh..

@edit: yan ok na ung name mo ate meg... paki tingnan nalang ung iba kung anu mali..

I think we're running out of alcohol, tonight i hate this fucking town!..

2010-12-28T02:42:00.000+08:00

I'm a bit intoxicated with alcohol right now..but still I want to blog this.

Today's the alumni homecoming of NCSHS.. I attended it.. batch mates met...friends and close friends reunited. I had high hopes of I enjoying this evening with my friends.. But again I was wrong..

Before I went to the alumni homecoming Xing's , my close friend, boyfriend. ow they broke up so technically he's not his boyfriend so lets just call him her ex. Anyway back to my story. For an unknown reason He sent me a message. I was really dumbfounded because first are we close? As far as I remember we only talked once and we only spoke 5 words or less i guess. Second because the message is about me giving his gift to Xing.. duh! He knows that I know he did something to Xing and he knows i hate people hurting my friends.. or does he know that? Up to now I still don't know the reason why he picked me to be the "bridge" for the gift. The bottom line is I was the one who gave his gift to Xing because of my super useless convincing powers.. yeah im bad at convincing people..and that I failed to grant Xing's wish that his ex will be the one to give the present.. So yeah failed! what a nice start :)

After the talk with her ex I and my friends went to NCSHS to attend the homecoming.. It was good but honestly I didn't really enjoyed the homecoming.. When we're hungry we agreed to eat at. Oops.. we didn't talk about where will we be eating. We just walk and walk until we came to Bigg's but before that the sad incident came.

Upon walking the streets of Magsaysay,Naga City Malean spotted someone at first I didn't notice what she's telling but after a little while i got it.. AND POOF! I saw her. and then saw her that she's with someone. At first I thought ow. Ok.. I guess that surprised me but I guess I was even more surprised that it hurts a bit... honestly i thought that i wouldn't even care, but the effect is more than I expected...It really crushed my mood for the evening .haizt.I know at first I have very low chance.. but this makes it negative ...Yeah I suck!..

After that I told Xing about the event she said "As lang yan". I know. but still it hurts..haha stupid of me. In a little while we arrived at biggs and there we ate our dinner. Macaroni Salad for me and for Xing.

The main event followed after that. Drinking time. At first we had hard time finding a spot where we can drink until we came to westpark. At first I thought I want to see her again and I don't know why I that thought came to my mind .but she wasn't there anymore. We drank a couple of bucket of Red horse, an alcoholic drink first with Lapilli, a group of men in my batch, and then another group arrived and so on. Until I saw the group of my highschool crush.

after that I saw her,my highschool crush. yeah again.. a crush.. I know i have a lot of crushes but this one's different because I like her in the past.. hmm maybe up to now.. dunno.. Anyways.. Seeing her made me feel a bit good made my mood up a bit. And I even texted her that it's really nice seeing her tonight.

In a little while the groups had gone somewhere else.Up to the time that our group, Xing and Co. are the only ones left in our table. That time we loosen up a bit and each of us shared something.. After xing's story about her stupid ex...yeah he's fucking damn stupid. is JOl's turn, and that's the first time jolynson ever shared something about his life, problems etc.. and im a bit sad for him. but i think he now learned his lesson and making things right now so good for him.

After drinking our last shot, we went home. We parted ways. I waiting for the tricycle to go played my mp3 player. The song baby come on by +44 was the one played on my mp3. and that's how I got the title of this post. and even my stat..

"And I think I just fell in love with her
But she won't ever remember, remember"

I think that's it, my mind is clouded.. thanks for the jamming Xing&Co. and my other batchmates.

and yeah I'm again awake..waiting for something to happen.. but i guess that wouldn't happen..

and the song continues..

"So please take me far away
Before I'm melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me.."

Happy bithday Jesus and Jessee

2010-12-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

First of all I want to greet Jesus and Jessee a happy birthday..

For 2 years now, every afternoon of Dec 25. we go to Max's(avenue square branch) to attend a birthday party (children's party) of the kids of Ate Jinky, a co-worker of mother.

I really like attending to this birthday party...since I like kiddie birthday parties.. makes me reminisce my childhood :)

Another reason is i like kids and since this is a kiddie party a lot of children attends this event... I like kids not because I really like them but because im fond of making them cry .. haha..it really makes up my day...Yeah im evil >:)

Another reason is the MC in this event is always the same.. which is obviously my crush :)

My last reason is I have really nothing to do so.. I just attend this event.

This year(2010) I have two cousins(kids) and my mother accompanying me to this party.. and yeah i hate having kids with me ... hassle promise!.

Anyways it's ok... it was removed by the cuteness of the celebrant ... yeah shes so cute...I sometimes like kids especially when their cute...but mapili ako sa mga bata so i doesn't mean na cute ang bata physically cute na siya for me... basta.. Anyways the celebrant passed my standards so she's sooo cute for me haha..Parang sarap nyan kurutin at paiyakin :)

But the cuteness of the celebrant wasn't the only one who contributed for me to write about it... A certain game in the party really made me laugh.. hmm not the game itself but a certain part of it.. The game is the Bring me!, the typical bring me game..Anyways what made me laugh is when the MC, the cute MC @_@, ask to bring me A MOM!, hmm a certain kid ,dunno whether she knows the mother, suddenly gets a mom which isn't hers.. upon the return of the mother to her daughter , her daughter cried out loud.. really promiz...as in total cry! haha that made me laugh really hard.. her daughter thought that her mom left her and exchange her with another kid.. haha .. Wala lang.. it's so stupid.. hmm sige pag bigyan bata pa lang.. haha..

I texted Ching, a friend, about Jessee. and about how cute she is and how much i want to have a kid like that(parang nabibili haha) . and she replied "nyc. I want her pti.. gbu na ngani nix. haha" .. wala lang.. natandaan kulang... and i even replied give a woman so i can make na haha.. :)

I've having hard time to think what to post here.. and obviously my mind isn't working... So that's it ..wala na akong maicip .. but she's so cute talaga... and also the MC cute din xa... kaso sayang i have only one clear picture of her(MC). the one on the top right.. jessee and the MC ...

Waah i want to have a kid like her or a lil sis sana but i know it's impossible... waaaaaaaaaaah..... :)

Happy Holidays, You bastard! PART 1

2010-12-25T03:36:00.000+08:00

at last my parents went to sleep..

time to blog ....

First of all I want to greet everyone a merry Christmas!

For the atheist happy holidays! and for the agnostics either of the two.

Hmm my christmas? a bit similar to past years.. solo mode.. Last to sleep.. doing nothing interesting.. the difference is im coding even up to now..

but it's better this year..

First because for the first time that person replied to me.. that was the first time i had communication with her even though only through text and didn't bother to reply after she knew who am i..

Second I discovered that im not really not that weird hmm in this case I suppose.I'm fond of eating pasta without any sauce or whatsoever but the irony is I always help in cooking pasta with sauce. But this day i found out that im not the only one who does this and i didn't only found one person rather i found two.. first Mae my cousin , i think it's because we share some genes anyway the second person is our parish priest.. yeah! our parish priest.. Both of them would not eat pasta if it had sauce with it..hmm for once try eating pasta without sauce, maybe you'll like it too..

Third the reason why i am really happy hmm maybe a lesser feeling than happy ,ow i know ,satisfied in this years Christmas eve, at last the person came to reply to my posts and even liked one of my post to her.. Yeah it's so shallow .. So what? it canceled out the negative things and feelings this evening so walang pakialamanan ! Im hoping that should reply in my pm's but it didn't happen.. it's ok ..maybe she's partying already and thats good because at first she doesn't feel the Christmas spirit.At least I think i help her realize or something..or maybe she have other reasons..

anyways christmas gift?... as of now i only got two ... from my close cousins and my parents.. I'm hoping that there'll be more when i wake up later..ow i forgot the there's a third one.. my life haha.. from God... Anyway what i really want to have this christmas is... hmm.. more time to spend with you..i think? haha..as said in the song of biggs "ang tangi kong hiling ay ika'y makapiling ngayong pasko.. ngayung pasko " haha.. awts lss.. (Mareact nanaman jan c malean haha).. and a laptop for gaming of course.. pero kahit un g first one lang haha :) haizt.. hopeless haha..

i guess that's it time to sleep ....

@edit : weeeee I think God heard my prayers at last she's talking to me again :) partey partey! oops coding na pala ngaun hai.. bwisit na buhay to....ang malas anyways MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Online Songs

2010-12-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

At kelan ka pa natutong offline-nan ako? HOY! hahahaha! PM ka pagnaka-connect ulit. :P

The wall post I had from Malean. It's actually not for me but for some other person . Right Malean? haha :)

Anyways Im a bit pissed of right now but thanks to Malean, my mood improved.The reason for me being pissed of is connected with the title. hmm.. if you got it then good. if not sorry but i will not really tell the reason behind it..i mean literally..

Anyway I really hate it when people don't tell you anything, if you had done something wrong or what or "nakukulitan na" ,i forgot the english equivalent for that, or whatsoever, and suddenly treats you unkindly(wla akong maicip na ibang term eh) for a reason unknown to you. It's a bit hard on the part of the one treated "unkindly" because he/she doesn't know why the fuck is he/she treated like that. right?.

It felt really bad on my part, I have even something good to tell panaman sana but it was ruined.I just wanna talk to you , you can tell me your busy or not in the mood or fucking pissed off with me naman. right? So next time please tell something first before doing something.. Hindi naman ako mang huhula diba?

Hai.. Im going to do my project sana hai..bukas nalang tuloy...

Thanks ulit malean.. haha

terms by Malean:

LOL = leaving off -line

BUKOL = bulate, uto ka, OFFLINE...

haha..

Confusion & Frustrations

2010-12-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

Wtf is wrong with me..

hmm.. I'm still confused what to do... if it's a wall post or just a message.. what to message to put.. or even to bother posting or sending a message haizt.

Im really confused.. arg!

wall post?

message?

dont do anything?

wall post nalang kaya

o message nalang kaya

dont do anything?

parang mas maganda wall post

message?

dont do anything?.............................................

haizt.....................

why am i experiencing this stupid dilemma?

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! im really stupid

ayun wall post nalang..bahala na haha.. katangahan :)

You've got mail

2010-12-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

It's really true that even though you have a very bad day life has it's own way of making us smile.

        In the past 2 days Im really having a bad day. Why? because first my programs are not working, second i'm waiting for something to happen but doesn't happen, third I bored at the house etc.. and then last night my 8Gb flashdrive that contains all my files including that ones i have been working right now suddenly vanished! YEAH! Up to know i still don't know whether it's lost or something..

       This morning I'm checking my mail because I'm expecting a mail from someone but again it didn't come. Anyways upon checking my spam folder two new mail : two 419 fraud mails, if don't know what that means just search the net.

   The first mail contains the typical 419 fraud mail, telling me that i have a deceased love-one which i barely new blah blah and that the person mentioned has left me a huge amount of money etc etc.. DUH! No interesting about that mail.

        The second mail is the one that caught my attention. It's below.

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My Dearest one,

Hi, My name is Lina Justin Yak, 23years old originated from Sudan. I decide to contact you after my prayers, I really want to have a good relationship with you. My father Dr. Justin Yak was the former Minister for SPLA Affairs and Special Adviser to President Salva Kiir of South Sudan for Decentralization. My father Dr.Justin Yak and my mother including other top Military officers and top govaernment officials had been on board when the plane crashed on Friday May 02, 2008.
You can read more about the crash through the below site:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7380412.stm

After the burial of my father, my uncle conspired and sold my father's properties to a Chinease Expatriate and live nothing for me. On a faithful morning, I opened my father's briefcase and found out the documents which he have deposited huge amount of money in one bank in Burkina Faso with my name as the next of kin. I traveled to Burkina Faso to withdraw the money so that I can start a better life and take care of myself. On my arrival, the Branch manager of the Bank whom I met in person told me that my father's instruction to the bank was the money be release to me only when I am married or present a trustee who will help me and invest the money overseas.

I have chosen to contact you after my prayers and I believe that you will not betray my trust. But rather take me as your own sister. Though you may wonder why I am so soon revealing myself to you without knowing you, well, I will say that my mind convinced me that you are the true person to help me. More so, I will like to disclose much to you if you can help me to relocate to your country because my uncle have threaten to assassinate me. The amount is $5.6 Million and I have confirmed from the bank in Burkina Faso. You will also help me to place the money in a more profitable business venture in your Country.

However, you will help by recommending a nice University in your country so that I can complete my studies. It is my intention to compensate you with 10% of the total money for your services and the balance shall be my capital in your establishment. As soon as I receive your interest in helping me, I will put things into action immediately. In the light of the above, I shall appreciate an urgent message indicating your ability and willingness to handle this transaction sincerely. Please do keep this only to your self. I beg you not to disclose it till i come over because I am affraid of my wicked uncle who has threatened to kill me.

Sincerely yours,
Miss Lina Justin Yak

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       By the way if you have receive this mail delete it it's a scam .
but if you wanna read it it's ok..

      I don't know to you but for me this is one imaginitive person writing. Why? because he/she came up with a good story even though it's not that good even with some gramatical errors and wrong spelling .Anyway that's not my point my point is it's unique.

       Maybe it's a bit shallow but it made me smile. Why? because for the first time i receive a fraud with a nice kind of story. You can even think that it's like a short story.

       I come to think where do this people get this ideas, the facts etc. It seems that it's almost true. I give them a praise for the stories they made it's good but not for the fraud their doing.

If your bored maybe you could check this site containing some of the 419 frauds.

That's it. boring mode again.. maybe i should just clean the house to make myself busy...

Everytime I look for you

2010-12-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

          The start of the day was fine. I woke up at 9:00am doing my daily routine watching sponge bob and cat dog in the morning. Because of that I thought the day would be normal or even better than normal.

          But I was wrong, the day sucks. Why? because in an unknown reason i suddenly missed a person. I kept thinking of that person almost every minute this day.. I even tried to watch 3 movies but it was a failure.I still kept thinking of that person.

          Every 10 mins I checked facebook if that person's online and it was stupid.. from 11am up to now im still waiting for that person to be online even though i know that person will not be hai..really stupid but im still waiting ..I even stayed up late doing nothing but staring at the chat bar waiting... waaaaaah i hate this goddamn feeling..I become stupid again..and again this will add up to my stupid eyebags... hai amp!

          I hope sleeping helps me.. hai.. and i hope more i can sleep tonight...

stupid evening.. and stupid chickens making noises , its not even morning hai..

First date

2010-12-20T11:02:00.000+08:00

After a long time, i got a chance to update my blog again.Yey !

Im planning to do a movie review/reflection for the movie Hachiko A dog's story(american ver.) but for the mean time I'll blog first about what happened yesterday.

Technically speaking I just got my "first date" yesterday even though it was a friendly date. That was the first time I have went out with a girl with just the two of us.

Anyways here's the story:

On wednesday, correct me if im wrong Irene, I've been thinking to watch a movie.So I searched the net on what movies are showing that week: My amnesia girl,tron3d,tron, due date.. hmm im thinking of watching due date.. Then suddenly Irene went online. Ow I forgot to introduce Irene, she is my philo 3 classmate and also maybe a friend err.. we had exchange movies and chat for sometime so let that makes us friends i think so let me remove the maybe , she's a friend of mine anyway back to my story. So she went online i greeted her, then I remembered that Irene too hasn't watched My amnesia girl so this is where the idea began. To make the story short I invited her to watch that movie.

After 3 times of changing schedule on Sunday which was yesterday, it was materialized.

At 2:54pm (sm time) i got at sm. After a few minutes I saw malean, a close friend, she said she will watch tron,a movie, and shes just waiting for her comrades to come after that we had a chit chat.Then irene text me if im already there.. I said yes. She said shes coming.. OK.. hmm 3:00pm. irene's not still there.. its ok. 3:04 not yet here, Malean reacted,"aba pinapahalat ka ah", because she knows Im an impatient person and Im strict with time and I hate waiting, but I said it's ok. A little while, Malean said "Yaon na kaiba mo hali na ako" , at first I didn't see Irene, I asked her "sain man" then i saw her. 3:09pm time of her arrival.

We've watched My amnesia girl ,poster on top, a funny Filipino film about two lovers Apollo and Irene,same name with the person Im with that time, but the thing is, the girl suddenly had an "amnesia" because of certain reasons but as you watch the movie there will be a twist. Anyways the movie was fun to watch i really enjoyed it; it even made me laugh almost all of the time.

After watching I accompanied her in the dept store because she has something to do there. After that we went to mcdo(centro) to eat our snacks after that i again accompanied her to Master Square because she needs to inquire about the cage of dogs there. After that we parted ways at 5:46pm(in my time) because she will hear mass at 6 pm. I heard mass too at 6pm after that and even saw my colleagues and went to sm after the mass.

When i got home, something got into me, waaaaaaah I forgot to buy my pet dog's food and a medicine which my mother asked me to buy .. haizt "naaliw ata " haha..

That experience was new to me technically, because Im into solo mode in watching movies etc. I like the experience though, it's more happier pala if your with someone its just that it is "magastos" sorry i forgot what is the equivalent of that in english anyways thats it..

Thanks again ate Irene next time it will be your treat naman :)

ACM programming competition @_@

2009-10-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

Tuesday October 20,2009(DEPATURE )
8;30 pm Umalis ng bahay papuntang CBD Terminal
9;30pm+ medyo late ng Dumating ang bus namin(bus letter q, seat number n) 9;00 dapat pero past 9;30 na xa dumating
10;00pm- Nanonood pelikula sa bus pero d ko naman naiintindihan kasi german then natulog
onwards

wednesday October 21,2009(ARRIVAL)
2;30am UNang pitstop namin. sa mcdo ->eating a double cheese burger

2;30-4;30am natutulog sa bus
5;00am Nakadating sa cubao,nakita ang isang shop sign

pansinin nyo speling nung october.

5;30am Nakadating sa Kabayan HOtel(cubao) <--- hotel na tutuluyan namin Room 508 kami(3 persons per room)

Bonus, team mate ko holding our room number

rum namin.

6;00am Nag breakfast sa Chowking(libre lahat ng ADNU)
6:00am- NAtulog or nanonood tv /lunch sa burgerking(libre by adnu)
1:00pm

1:00pm- Shopping sa MOA (LIBRE again ng ADNU) LAro billiards(MOA)
10;30Pm Sightseeing (Mga babaeng naiikot sa mall)

Kain sa Dampa(Josephine’s ang name ng kainan) sponsorred by sir manny dating cs dean

Two THumbs up for their food in there. sarap ng pagkain especially ung tempura at salmon’s belly
BUmili ng DVD (THE VIOLET) ßhaha.. kaming mga nandun lang nakakintidi nyan. Anu alan ? violet …

kami nasa loob ng billiard room

10;30pm- All team bonding(rum 509) ß NANONOOD NG VOILET(GG
1:30AM

Thursday, October 22, 2009(TRIAL CONTEST)
6;30am- Nagicing..nanood then ligo then almusal ( LIBRe kasama sa binayaran sa hotel)
7;00 am

9:00am Papuntang ADMU gamit ang van ng kabayan<--- ngaun kasi ang trial contest(checking if the pc works, meeting ng mga makakalaban) 9;30am-10;00am Nagliliwaliw sa admu grounds(meaning nawawala na kami at d namin mahanap ang building na pag heheldan nung orientation/contest kasi walang sign nakalagay kung saan very poor ang organization ng mga nag organize by the way hindi lang kami ung nawala madami kami ^^,) 11;00am-4;00pm late start ng registration picture taking etc. kasi dpat 10am pero nagstart past 11 na. tapos ung lunch pa d alam kung saan iheheld (tae talga) nag hanap pa kami kung saan talga.. tapos trial contest na walang kwenta…at nakakabad3rp. kasi naman pag dating namin doon ay d pa aus ang room na pag cocontestan…tapos nung nag sta2rt na ung contest … kau ba naman answeran ng NO pero tama.. anyway it was explained the next day na tama kami at sa interpretation ng judge ung error.by the way lahat na bad3p doon.. kasi lahat kami minalian..

5;00pm
UWI kami gamit LRT coz d kami sinundo ng VAN ng KABAYAN coz meron pa daw susunduin sa airport.. Mdyo nakakapagod kasi mali pala ung dinaanan namin..laugh 3p nga nahahalata kami na d taga doon.. anyway.. minalas pa kami pag puntang lRT kasi wala ung pinagkukunan nung card.. which is nakakairita kasi isa lang ang gumagana na papalitan ng money to lrt card..ang haba 2loy ng pila coz 12 kami lahat lahat..

6;00pm
dinner kami sa Gateway..d ku tanda ung pangalan nung restaurant.. basta nasa left part xa ng fudcort

8;00pm-
dating sa hotel. pinapatulog kami ng maaga kasi the next day na ang contest proper..pero as usual d kami na2log ng maaga.. 1;30 am na ata ako na2log eh.. nanood ng trasnsformers na pampa2log ku sana ngunit d ko lam kung bat ko tinapos
onwards

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 23,2009(COMPETITION PROPER AT BIRTHDAY NI AYRA)

5;30am wake up call namin.(ang aga amp)

6;00am-7;00am heavy breakfast because sabi daw la lunch kasi 5 hours kami straight mag cocontest which was d nasunod … you’ll know why mamaya.

8;30am Dating sa admu.. dapat sana mag babaraha kami habang nag hihintay pero nalimutan bumili eh. ginawa nalng namin pinag 3pan ang ibang team coz d naman nila naiintindihan pinag sasabihan namin..may nalimutan pala ako meron akong isang kinakairitahan na taeng player ng FEU… nakakairita kasi siya..he’s an eyesore.. (evil grin*).nakakairita lahat ng ginagawa nya..haiz oo nga pala wlang chix sa mga sumali sa acm competition sayang…(@_@)

10;00am-3;00pm nagstart ang contest. na late nanaman nagumpisa coz dapat 9 xa mag uumpisa.. wla talgang kwentang organizers yan.. anyway. doon na rin sinabi na tama ung mga solusyon namin last trial run. and dahil doon dami ang murmur.. sa judge daw ung may maling pag kakaintindi.. haiz nakita nyo na..and that may snaks daw sa labas…WTF kala ko ba bawal yan.. haiz…anyway la na ako paki coz busog naman ako

Nung natapos ang contest.. sagad ang UP diliman parang stop watch ang score.. cla ang first sa ranking tinalo ang vietnam hongkong at thailand sa international .mga SOGO in ET ang name nila.. if you’re taga doon lam mo meaning ng sogo.. which has a different meaning.. by the way nalimutan ko lahat ng team ng UP ay lahat may SOGO, SOGO Virgins, SOGONG LONG ONG MOY POSO etc.. kaya nga sila tinawag na SOGO TEAM EH..

Anyway enough of up.. naka 2 lang kaming solve na problem which sana is magiging 3 kaso parating timelimit exeeded.. if ur not familiar with it stuf u will not understand that or maybe you can but only some can..anyway 3 teams kami doon pinadala ng adnu.. team Xavier(kid,sym,d ku tanda ung name nung isa) team ignatius (ako , bonus, japeth) team Faber(sixto(goldilocks),allan,nalimutan ku rin ung isa) anyway ang score 4,2,2 respectively.. pero bilib ako sa team faber coz nakuha nila ung orange which is ung parati kaming timelimit exceeded..anyway “lunch” ang sunud.

3;30pm-5;30pm Ang walang kwentang lunch.. kasi ikaw ba naman alang kinain ng 5 hours la pa lunch at stressed na stressed pa pakain sau kakarampot na karbonara at isang chicken at isang bread na maliit.. haiz..

Afterwards kumain.. picture taking.. yeah..

5;30pm Dumating c manong driver..(driver ng van ng kabayan) uwian na…

7;00pm dinner sa volare(pizza at pasta shop sa araneta)(libre again ng adnu)

9;00pm beer tower sa Padi’s point

12;00am uwian na kami..kasama nung mga friends ni bonus.. na ang iingay kaya d ako nakaka2log
2;00 am naka2log din ako sa wakas..

TInatamad na ako mag type.. next tym nalng… basta nag pa megamall lang namn kam nung saturday.. at doon tumunganga kasi pinalayas na kami sa kabayan..taz umuwi sa naga ung 9;00 pm bus q again seat letter s.

rum namin na sobrang dumi( ^^,)

Reverse This Curse!

2009-08-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

The last test question from facebook which I answered the day my celfone was lost..

If someone stole your iPod or cellphone you would?

a.Try to remain calm, but crack down at the same time.

b.Totaly crack down and panick a little.

c.Go ballistic and yell at everyone.

d.Just wait until it finds its way back to you, if it's meant to be, it will show up.

I answered letter d
Is this a sign that my celfone will be lost that day??

Anyway I don't care anymore.......I already suffered the loss..

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Today Aug 27 is the day where i told my father that i Lost my celfone anyway that was my strategy..I told my mother that i lost my celfone first, the day before i told my father and after the day i lost my celfone..I thought that through this the "litany" of my parents will be lessened and also the time of litany and punishment..and the result of it proves my speculation..anyway i'll not go into details.. I was scolded for only 3 mins by my mom though for me it wasn't scolding anyway my father scolded me for 5mins.. making it a total of 8 mins of scolding. really small compare to my past experiences of them scolding us about it..anyway enough of my fucking celfone... I'll just post here my number if I already have a celfone ..

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Bago matapos ang problema ko sa aking celfone ay dumating nanaman ang isang problema galing sa tatanga-tangang teacher namin sa English...
Walang grade ang aming ay pero in reality aking research paper dahil ako lang naman talga gumawa noon...dahil wala daw e2ng bibliography.. etc.. FUCK! sa aking pag kakatanda ay wala siyang sinabing mag lagay ng haup na bibliography na yan.. Puta talga ! at anu ba chapter 3 palang kaya kami taz bibliography kaagad duh! ausin munaman utak mo! tangina! Tapos nag lagay ng napakaraming bilog ala naman comment kung bakit un binilugan.haiz.. at ang nakakairita pa ung mga tinanong namin na about citation na sinabi nyang mali at tama ay baliktad pala..minalian nya lahat ng mga sinabi nya na gawin namin..haiz Naglolokohan ba tau? isa pa nakalagay na nga na d kami gagamit ng questionnaire dahil gagamitin namin library method taz hahanapan at papagawin nya kami ng questionnaire?? BINASA mo ba talga mam ung paper namin?? Duh! Bago ku pa mapasabog ang computer na tinitypan ko puputulin kuna ang topic na.
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Buti nalang kahit puro kamalasan nangyayari sa week na e2 eh may maganda pa rin.. like perfect ko ung aking interview.. at kasama ko cna xing at khriz nung panoorin ku ang the proposal.kahit nabutas ang bulsa ko noon..haha..dahil ala sana ako kasama manood buti nalang at pumayag cla..^^
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My new cp number had come though technically it's my old number.. Anyway here it is.. 09105856762..just txt me. or i'll just text you.
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NOTICE: NAWARA CELFONE KU! PUTA!

2009-08-25T08:20:00.000+08:00

to all concerned citizens pLease be informed that my FUCKING celfone is lost! SO wala na po ung number kung 09214650912..

at d ko alam kung saan ku xa nawala .. ang alam ko lang ay bka sa comlab namin or sa shop siya nawala...

don't wan't to go into details basta nawala siya!

wala pa po akong bagong number..pero if you need to contact me badly.. u can email me at doghunter_06@yahoo.com or text me at 09208101739 or call me at our house 4712059. pls text or call this numbers if kailngan na kailangan nyo ako! kay mother yan na num na yan kaya pls lang wag bobo.

I'm also looking for a 7610 that is pink.. pero d ko pa xure kung yan talaga yung nung celfone ko.. hey sa mga nakakaalam ng model ng cp ko! anung model un 76 what un??
if you have any pls contact me cnd me at my email or put it in my c box on my blog www.kreamy1991.blogspot.com.. stupid people will not be entertained

my numbers will be just posted on my blog fb and fs ..or i will text you if i know your number

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anyway nag duduwang icip ako kung sasabihun ko kina mother nanawara ku c cp.
so votation nalang kung sasabihun ko o dai..

pls put your votes in my chat box.. Write yes if sasabihin ko NO if hinde.. deadline of submision of entries will be on Aug 29 2009 11:59 pm.. thank you..

the tally will be posted on this blog the next day..

Thank God it's cloudy cause i'm allergic to sunlight

2009-08-19T06:25:00.000+08:00

After a few days of rest due to the intramurals which I really didn't attended or participated

a 2 day extention of no classes was proclaimed by Fr. Tabora..

All hail Fr. President..!

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Anyway...Last Saturday we had celebrated Khriz's birthday even though her birthday was really Aug 12. It was fun even though again our group wasn't complete and that I spent the 216 for the ice cream for her birthday which was really meant for my 2 days of playing. anyway it's ok..It's my gift for Khriz (^^,)

Laiza is together with her "BestFriend" joshua.. koren which again was stressed by her ex.. xing and mharlet and I and xempz Khriz, the b-day celebrant, were there at mharlet's place.anyway we ate 2 pizza's from shakey's brought by xing.. buko salad by mharlet,2 ice cream by me and a bottle of THe bar. We also played ps2 and lucky 9 the loser to drink a glass of the bar..which made koren and laiza and her best.to drink a lot cause their always the losers..and xing always as the winner..

anyway after the party we went to Naga... there we parted ways..

When i was about to go home. I felt i wanna go home with someone so I texted Koren if she will be going home.. luckily she ,so I went home with her..

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That day also, I had a new friend and textmate... Ate liz... a classmate of mine in English and physical science in adnu.. Well we are a bit close na....or maybe ako lang nakikiclose..haha..

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DEJA VU: materialization of my dreams.

2009-08-01T04:37:00.000+08:00

This week a lot of deja vu is happening to me and all of these as far my brain remembers they are my dreams. I have even tried to predict what gonna happen next while I'm experiencing a deja vu and the result is I'm correct because all what happened was the one that had happened on my dreams.Anyway I know it's stupid to think like that, that your dreams(panaginip) will materialize when time comes,however I hope this continues.. coz i Have a dream which i would really like to happen..I would not tell what it is..however I also have dreams which i would not want to materialize especially the youKnow dreams XD ..anyway the I am killing someone dreams also, i would not that one even though i want to kill someone badly I'm don't have the grudge to kill them and besides i like their existence in this world..haha.. anyway..I hope that the one I'm saying would materialize..haiz..

I'll sleep again and see what happens next....

By the way before i Sleep again i'll have an EB today... hope she comes.. I'll just post what happens a little while..

Gives me hell..

2009-07-28T05:52:00.000+08:00

Wew. ngaun nanaman nalang pala ako naka post ulit after ilang months.. haiz..

Anyway.. nung july 26 fiesta dito sa amin sa Magarao..

Sobrang maulan nga eh basang basa tuloy ang aking paa.

Anyway pumunta d2 sa amin sina xing, mharlet, koren, khrisna sina naxcz sana pinapunta d2 ngunit 2log pa nung tinawgan ko kaya aun d nakarating...

First stop namin na hauz ay kina Koren sila ung may handa though may handa kami ngunit konti lang kaya kina KOren ung napag kaisahang bahay na kakainan.. anyway..nung papunta palang ako doon nawala kami ni papa.. BOBO naman kasi c papa ayaw makinig sakin haiz anyway.. nakadating din kami doon kina koren after ilang mins..

Hindi na ako mxadong kumain kina Koren kasi galing na ako sa pinsan ko kaya mdyo busog a din ako.. then after ilang mins after kumain umalis na kami kina koren patungo sa next stop namin.. kina mharlet. magiinuman daw eh.. >.<

2nd stop.. kina mharlet..
Doon ung place na magiinuman kami.. pag dating namin doon nag ambag ambag kami para sa alak.. napag kaisahan na long neck nalang daw..ako ung nag suggest noon para may sense naman ung iinumin namin anyway.. nag ka problema nung bumibili na kami nung alak.. WALANG YELO!! nalimutan namin na nag kakaubusan ng yelo pag fiesta..haiz buti nalang nandun ung kapatid ni mharlet at sinave nya kami dahil may nakuha siyang yelo... yan aus na set up na kami.. isang pitchil ng ice tea.. long nose at oishi.. nag-inuman kami habang nag lalaro ng ps2.. mdyo matagal -tagal na din noong last kong hawak ng baraha.. anyway ako unang shot.. then ang pasunod sunod ay c mharlet then c xing then koren then khriz then ako ulit.. hmm.. then biglang may tumawag kay koren.. c Roeder daw... umiyak c Koren pakatapos.. i'll not go into details kung bakit.. basta.. ok lang un Koren.. thats the right thing to do kung d muna kaya..anyway back tau sa kwento ko.. unang nag ka tama c Koren..maybe dahil cguro doon sa nangyari at sagad naman kasi ung mga shot nya habang kausap c roeder..grabing galit nga eh.. haha. anyway may allergy pala xa sa alak..d lang nag sabi yan pumula x nag kapantal.. . then sumunod c khriz.. taz after ilang few shots naubus din.. mdyo nag babago na rin paningin ko doon nahihilo na din ata ako noon.. haha. then biglang nakaicip sina xing na pumunta samin dahil sa nasabing kong pitchi-pitchi.. pasalamat sila mabait ako noon kundi sosolohin kulang sana un.. anyway..nung papunta kami samin nakaktawang tingnan mag lakad cna koren at khriz.. halatang may tama.. hmm may sinabi rin cla doon na kumuha sa attention ko .. then nakadating din kami... sabi na nga ba at nahalata c koren ag pula eh.. buti nalng galing namin mag palusot..at naniwala namn c mama.. haha binigyan pa nga ng celestamine haha..then after ilang bite nung pitchi-pitchi umalis na din cla samin.. sa wakas haha.. makaka2log na din nag kakatama na ako eh.. haha .. naka2log kaagad ako.. but nung mga 1:30 am ay nagicing ako.. sait ng ulo ko tae... haiz... ang pula pati ng katawan ko(torso). and ang kati.. ewan ko kung dahil un sa alak. ang tiyan ko rin ay d nakikisama.. d ako naka2log noon dahil sa sakit ng ulo ko kaya pinilit kong ilabas.. effective! yeah nawala konti sakit ng ulo ko.. un naka2log ulit ako. but nag ka prob ng pagkaicing ko ng umaga.. masakit parin ulo ko haha.. pati tiyan ko parang umiikot... kinakati parin katawan ko buong mag hapon noong monday.. haiz.. grb namang effect ng alak na un..sa pag iinom ko d pa un nangyayari sakin.. haiz..hangang ngaun nga(next day july 28) makati parin and namumula..anyway hangang diyan na lang at late na ako sa klase ko... maulit pa sana un haha..bitin eh.. i enjoyed it lalo na ung mga mukha nina khriz habang umiinom nung first shot nila haha.. maksama din sana namin cna naxcz by then..

THE END..

The End has started

2009-06-04T05:26:00.000+08:00

1st day of classes started yesterday..

Xempz medyo excited din ako.........

Kaso 2 am palang ay nagbigay kaagad ng sign ang mga mosquitong nasa room namin na ako'y mamalasin noong araw na yon. ewan ko kung bakit pero pag kinagat ako ng lamok at nagising ako at matagal kong pinag hahanap sila upang tirisin at parusahan dahil sa pag dis2rbo nila sa pag 2log ko ay minamalas ako..Anyway balik sa aking kwento..
Minalas nga ako kagabi.. at ayaw ko ng nalalate kapag 1st day of classes.. another kamalasan wala nang upuan..hmf.. sa unahan pa ako pinaupo.. talaga lang...by the way unang subj ko pala nung umagang un ay english..yeah my hatest subj.. Anyway d ko lam kung bakit pero inis na inis ako sa teacher namin.. aus lang naman itsura nya and boses..naiirita kasi ako sa mga taong d ko 3p ang boses..Anyway..may pinagawa siya samin na baduy.. ung parang paint me a picture pero ang gagawin animal na ang letter nag sisimula sa 1st letter ng inyong dept. so C ang samin kasi computer studies.. naicip namin centipede d un.. ako ung tail.. after that pala meron pang 2nd part ung individually..paint me a picture again at animal ulit na nagstastart sa name mo.. anu ba yan.. ang hirap sakin.. letter N. icip nga kau ng animal na nag sisimula sa letter N.. naicip ku lang nautilus so yan un na lang ginawa ko.. after nung walang kwentang activity na un ay sinabi nya samin na may research paper daw kaming gagawin..un daw finals namin.. WTF!!!!!!! ang pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat gawin..research paper..malas talaga.. isa pa hahaluan nya daw ng konting theater arts ang english namin.. and layo ah theater arts sa writing.. haiz anyway.. isa din yan sa ayaw kung gawin.. at ang pinaka last na pinaka-ayaw ko talaga.. ay may ASSIGNMENT daw kami parati.P@t^ ina naman o.. haiz..at may recitation pa ..waaaaah ala na bagsak na ako sa subj na 2.. hmf.. anyway buti nalang andun ung crush ko kya papasok pa din ako haiz... bad3p talaga..kakalc ko pala dito cna janine at kris.. buti nalang at may kausap ako.. Next subj naman tau.. Programing.. mdyo aus ang subj nam 2 pwera lang doon sa binagsak kong diagnostic test haha.. d ko na kasi tanda ang mga un anyway aus ang teacher namin.. nag pla2g pa ng ballpen.. UNI- ballpen daw ang pinaka magandang pen..pag exam d nawawalan ng ink at 4 pesos lang haha.. anyway ung ibang subj kong sumunod mga walang kwenta d pumasok eh nasayang tuloy pera ko. oras ko at upuan ko sa shop. sayang tutok na tutok sakin sana aircon sa pwesto ko dati kaso nawala eh.. nag antay ako para umalis ung tao na nasa upuan ko kaso inabot ako ng 5 hours kaantay.. ang malas talga.. Nung pauwi na ako saka bumuhos ang napaka lakas na ulan .. pero ASA may payong ata ako.. lagi akong handa wahaha.. F^ck You ulan umasa ka..Anyway dyan natatapos ang malas na araw ku.. ay nakalimutan ko may sindabi pla si janine sakin .. umuwi daw c kate.. d yan nabuhayan ako.. kaso bumalik na daw manila nung tue.. talaga naman..haiz.. that sucks hmf..Malas ko talaga ngaun araw na e2..

NAkapagtataka..

2009-04-27T05:33:00.000+08:00

Last night a weird thing happened to me..

I had a dream..

I know having a dream isn’t weird…

But this dream is weird because it’s a wet dream..

I know this isn’t weird for a male human to have wet dreams..

What’s weird in here is the dream doesn’t portray any sexuality, you know..

But sabi nga n imam.. not all wet dream portray sexuality in them..

Anyway.. The dream is just a typical dream.. I and my friends are in there as usual… but the story revolves on me.. blooo, a “shopmate” of mine, and a girl…I know this girl but I’m too lazy to tell.. Anyway.. the story is about the eye ball of bloo and a girl.. and I don’t know why we are there anyway.. we( I and the girl) are just supporting actor and actress…hmm back to the story.. the story starts in the comshop..I and bloo are playing Flyff, a MMORPG, when a someone “pmed” him.. I don’t know if it’s a close friend of him in Flyff , I just know that she is a girl..and would want to meet bloo.. EYEBALL.. anyway the funny thing in here is that both( bloo. And the gurl) parties will send 2 people first.. I’m not sure kung anu ung gagawin basta parang may treaty… ah .. basta.. anyway I’m the one that bloo sent.. the girl ay nakasama ko nalng pag punta dun.. I don’t know how basta andun nalng xa…kasama ko pumunta sa place.. the place was like master square ata un.. ewan ko kung ano ku siya doon basta sa una kala ko friends.. which in the real life is true.. she’s a friend of mine.. anyway back to my story..pero pagpunta doon nag iba ung hangin.. parang meron namamagitan. Haha.. d ko xure.. flirtan kasi kami ng flirtan..haha in public ah.. anyway.. ewan .. basta parang close kami mxado… holding hands.. taz akbay..taz tawanan.. then teasing each other…anyway d ko alam kung bat ang tagal naming dumating sa place eh ang lapit-lapit naman lang ng Artnet, that’s the comshop we’re playing in.. and bat kami dumaan sa market… anyway… when we arrived at the meeting place.. the two parties agreed on something..but I didn’t remember it…the SNAP!

Naputol na dream ko…….then I woke up.. it’s past 3am na nun.. then I went too the bathroom.. then I noticed there’s something not right..then I searched for it.. and pooof.. nahanap ko… mdyo basa ung front middle part ng shorts ko.. and may naamoy akong something….then suddenly biglang pumasok sa icip ko ung wet dreams..pakatpos nun nag hugas ako xempz.. and natulog gus2 ko sana malamn ending but as usual d nanaman nakikisama utak ko….

Nagtataka talaga ako bat ako nag ka wet dreams sa ganun panaginip.. dahil the past dreams that I remembered na nag kaganon ako.. mdyo malala talga..anyway I don’t want to speak about that…and..tinatamad na ako mag type.. manonood pa kasi akong HANNIBAL..